So...
the reasoning for my previous post is because I have had one hell of a week. I needed to vent. My job has cut my hours completely, yet kept me on payroll because they have no reason to fire me. My parents are pushing for me to be financially independant (I can't really blame them because they don't know my job status). And there are hardships with some of my friendships/relationships. Things are really building up. I thought things would calm down after I got into Alpha Phi Omega and finished classes, but things are becoming worse. It's difficult for me to face the day and I'm wishing I had a tighter support group to help me through. The people I trusted most are leaving me to my own devices and not lending a comforting hug or phone call. I feel so alone and uncared for. Some people say I am wrong to be feeling this way, and I could be, but it doesn't change that I feel it.