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i am so CONfuckled yes i kno i dont need a boy & rite now i dont want one but that doesnt mean that im not still in love with people i just have chosen to let thing happen as they happen & to no go out looking for love.
But one of the main reason i broke it off with tyler is that i started to have feeling about past relationships. I just feel like my heart is split into so many pieces.
I still love llama i cant not look at his face with out falling back inlove with him. eventho i kno he has hurt me soo much. I have loved him since the day i saw him. BUT i kno it will never be, I need to push him out of my life. I cant look at him face i cant think about him. i just need to move on.
Then there the nice kid he well remain to be called the nice kid. i really care about him when ever i am with him or look at him. he was the only one that made me feel wanted after the me & llama shit went down. BUt again will never be He is way to good for me & he is happy with who he has now & i dont wanna fuck that up for me.
so ya i cant be with the ones a turely loves so i just need to move on & find a new happiness i dont need a man to be happy so im just gonna stay single for a while & just meet new people& most of all have FUN
But one of the main reason i broke it off with tyler is that i started to have feeling about past relationships. I just feel like my heart is split into so many pieces.
I still love llama i cant not look at his face with out falling back inlove with him. eventho i kno he has hurt me soo much. I have loved him since the day i saw him. BUT i kno it will never be, I need to push him out of my life. I cant look at him face i cant think about him. i just need to move on.
Then there the nice kid he well remain to be called the nice kid. i really care about him when ever i am with him or look at him. he was the only one that made me feel wanted after the me & llama shit went down. BUt again will never be He is way to good for me & he is happy with who he has now & i dont wanna fuck that up for me.
so ya i cant be with the ones a turely loves so i just need to move on & find a new happiness i dont need a man to be happy so im just gonna stay single for a while & just meet new people& most of all have FUN