May 10, 2004 22:16
why do i hurt everyone i care about.
why does every one i care about hurt me.
why cant i just be a bitch & not feel the pain of other.
why do i have to care soo much about how everyone else feel.
why must i worry if your ok.
I have to throw myslef in to my work.
i have to not think about the pain i have caused.
the damage i have done
im sorry what more can i say to make it better.
i just want to be friend.
I want to talk to you.
but most of all i just want to be happy.
both of us kno we can only be happy if we are apart.
i cant haddle you, You need to grow up find your deriction is life, i have been though soo much whitch has made me more grow up then most ppl my age. But i cant Guide you though life you need to find it your self.i need to think about the life i have ahead of me. I dont wanna hav e to drag you with me on my life goals i what you to make your own. I kno what i want out of life & how i wanna get there. But do you.