I didn't want you to leave. I miss you so much already Rukus. You came to me for help so often and I tried to do the best I could to help you. I know you aren't going to be able to respond to this post, but I can't help but have wanted to do more. I didn't think you were capable of this; you told me you thought about it as a kid but knew how stupid it was and would never do it. You were a survivor and yes, life didn't treat you well, but I didn't think you'd ever give up
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I guess part of it got out by me trying to cope with this loss and speaking to him here, even though he's gone. There is proof, but you don't need it, and I'm not going to go into the details here on this journal about what, when, where, and who. Just know that this is serious and a really great friend is gone.
Well how do we know he's really gone? lots of people fake their own deaths online and while I don't see him as the type I also have no clue where this whole "rukus died" thing circulated from.. did his family call, did he have roommates, how did anyone find out?? I received an email this morning from someone but nobody knows where it "started". I'm just skeptical because it's fishy that there is no evidence..just lots of internet people mourning.
Yes, he had room/housemates. I found out about it from a private journal entry made by one of his housemates; who's also a friend of mine that I trust to be truthful.
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Stuart Brooks Johnson, Julian Rukus Kitsura;
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