I'm either getting too old or...
My agoraphobia has worsened.
For a time I thought that it was the work environment I hated, which was why I always end my dragging my ass out of bed. But I loved Anino Games. It was the best environment for me because it was mostly composed of boisterous introverts (no, that's not an oxymoron, introverts get boisterous when they share the same passion). Yeah, we can get noisy, but then we also respected each other's spaces.
Then I get the same feeling of anxiety whenever I prepare to go to my classes. This is strange because I enjoy teaching. Of course, I do the "teach and go" kind of thing to avoid gossipmongers and I get home immediately to catch up on reading and video games...so there's a lot of room for a borderline INTP/INFJ like me to recharge.
I also enjoy production meetings with my team because of the brainstorming but...
I just realized it last week...my anxiety stems from the fact that no matter how late my schedule starts, I just really don't like the thought of going out of the house and deal with strangers on my way to work. So I get a little bit stressed with the preparations and the travel and all that. Eh anlapit lapit ko na nga sa destinations ko!
I guess that's why I got the Tardis result on the Dr. Who test because I like the thought of going everywhere, I just don't like the thought of having to go out of the house and deal with unnecessary people to get to my destinations.
Anlabo lang.
For a time I thought that it was the work environment I hated, which was why I always end my dragging my ass out of bed. But I loved Anino Games. It was the best environment for me because it was mostly composed of boisterous introverts (no, that's not an oxymoron, introverts get boisterous when they share the same passion). Yeah, we can get noisy, but then we also respected each other's spaces.
Then I get the same feeling of anxiety whenever I prepare to go to my classes. This is strange because I enjoy teaching. Of course, I do the "teach and go" kind of thing to avoid gossipmongers and I get home immediately to catch up on reading and video games...so there's a lot of room for a borderline INTP/INFJ like me to recharge.
I also enjoy production meetings with my team because of the brainstorming but...
I just realized it last week...my anxiety stems from the fact that no matter how late my schedule starts, I just really don't like the thought of going out of the house and deal with strangers on my way to work. So I get a little bit stressed with the preparations and the travel and all that. Eh anlapit lapit ko na nga sa destinations ko!
I guess that's why I got the Tardis result on the Dr. Who test because I like the thought of going everywhere, I just don't like the thought of having to go out of the house and deal with unnecessary people to get to my destinations.
Anlabo lang.