It's time to sleep

[ruiskorpi]

I want to say I don't care anymore. The funniest part is that people seem to understand that I really don't care. So why can't I say it aloud?

I'm gonna create a new LJ-account for my English journal because this "ruiskorpi" is driving me mad and I want to do something new.

I'm scared and there's nobody for me to say that there's no reason to be

Comments

[flariariia]

I'm interested, but actually I don't care. The world could blow itself for all that I care, but hell, that would be very interesting. A historical investigatio on that, cool. *--*

Caring don't mean much actually. But what I've seen of you, you actually do care. Quite a lot too, about some very big things.

Remember to link the new journal, you ain't leaving me behind.

Grey hair is bloody sexy.

[yashiza]

Well I meant that I don't care about everybody anymore. For a few year I've tried to be nice to everyone and try to be a good mate but enough is enough. But it's still hard to say to somebody and try to act like you don't care. And apocalypse would be so scary.

Yeah, I'll advertise my new journal later ;).

NOT.

[flariariia]

That is a good stance. For ourselves! Narcissism is simply a survival mechanism.

OH IT IS. I want a grey haired lover when I am a little older.

[yashiza]

And still narcissim is one thing that I really don't like at all. Things would be much better if people saw the world around them.

Good luck. :D

[flariariia]

There is good narcissism and bad narcissism. Good narcissism is a choice well thought through.

I need luck?

[yashiza]

I am not sure if there is a "good narcissim". Of course you should think about yourself but I woudn't say that it's narcissim.

Yeah, you'll definately need luck with grey haired lover. :DD When I think "grey haired lover" I imagine Grissom (from C.S.I.) and it's sssssssoo not pretty. XD

You should prefer younger ones ;).

[flariariia]

Well, I suppose you shouldn't call it narcissism. But when you compare "good and bad narcissism", they are similar except for the motives behind them. ....Well good narcissism isn't evil to others in the extent as the bad one is but... you get the point?

....You have a bad imagination.

Why? Younger people, especially are so immature and unexperienced! And when I say a little older I mean like over twenty years or so. XD