This is weird
Usually, when I'm single, I like being single. I enjoy my singularity (XD). I like not being obligated to call people, see people, be certain places at certain times.
But not so this time. I'm lonely. I miss talking to someone constantly. I miss seeing a new text on my phone whenever I looked down. I miss having someone to vent everything to.
I miss feeling wanted.
I still want to be single for a while. I think I need to get back to normal. I don't like the moping I've been doing lately. I've been a bit of a hermit. I don't really go out now, mostly because of Wal-Mart. But I remember last summer I saw people all the time.
I don't know what's happened to me. I want ME back. I want to just be a goof. To not care. To not see all my friends pairing off and being happy and wonder if I'll ever have that.
But I know that most of the issues I've had in the past are my own fault. I kinda sabotage myself when I'm happy about something. It's the strangest thing.
But not so this time. I'm lonely. I miss talking to someone constantly. I miss seeing a new text on my phone whenever I looked down. I miss having someone to vent everything to.
I miss feeling wanted.
I still want to be single for a while. I think I need to get back to normal. I don't like the moping I've been doing lately. I've been a bit of a hermit. I don't really go out now, mostly because of Wal-Mart. But I remember last summer I saw people all the time.
I don't know what's happened to me. I want ME back. I want to just be a goof. To not care. To not see all my friends pairing off and being happy and wonder if I'll ever have that.
But I know that most of the issues I've had in the past are my own fault. I kinda sabotage myself when I'm happy about something. It's the strangest thing.