Slow motion.
Do you ever get that feeling like your whole life is moving in slow motion? Well I am kind of getting that feeling the last few weeks. I just can't motivate myself to do anything except work. But I can't really go through work in slow motion....six year old kids don't really let you.
I think a lot of it stems from me living alone in my apartment. I really don't like living all by myself....things just seem so creepy. And on top of that I keep having these strange and freaky dream. Some of them get really graphic and violent, half the time I can't even sleep anymore. It is probably because for the last year I have very rarely been in my bed alone...I don't like it. And that scares me even more, because I am going to have to learn to live without Tom because his stupid ass is in the military.
I really miss him, and those of you who know me well know how scary that is for me. I am starting to have trouble picturing what my life would be like without him. Oh god, haven forbid I start thinking about marring him.
Ok so I am going to end this before I work myself into a panic attack(which wouldn't be fun with my chest cold.)
I think a lot of it stems from me living alone in my apartment. I really don't like living all by myself....things just seem so creepy. And on top of that I keep having these strange and freaky dream. Some of them get really graphic and violent, half the time I can't even sleep anymore. It is probably because for the last year I have very rarely been in my bed alone...I don't like it. And that scares me even more, because I am going to have to learn to live without Tom because his stupid ass is in the military.
I really miss him, and those of you who know me well know how scary that is for me. I am starting to have trouble picturing what my life would be like without him. Oh god, haven forbid I start thinking about marring him.
Ok so I am going to end this before I work myself into a panic attack(which wouldn't be fun with my chest cold.)