Fun Shits and Giggles With Some Q&A (I'm hella bored!)
// FAVORITES
firework: uhhh...i dunno...the cool burst things that look like sand - love those!
fastfood: Jack In The Box
french fries: Burger Hut (I just had them today...hmmm) and Jack In The Box curly fries (had those earlier too)
chips: uhhh...don't know right now - they don't sound too good at the moment
theme park: DISNEYLAND!!!!! lol..aww, good times!
state: Calli?
school subject: duh - that's easy - MATH
person to ride with: uh, a little kinky if i do say so myself, but in a car? Probably Corey, Lauren and Dana.
upcoming movie: that I'm staring in? Or seeing? Well, my life is a freakin drama, and I am dying to see Phantom of the Opera!
thing to do: have a LJ - I live on this thing now! oh - and Winterguard! Fuckin awesome!
person to hang out with: people who are fun to hang out with - I dunno
cereal: don't like it - but if I did, Fruity Pebbles!
dessert: Maui's The Waterfront World-Famous White Chocolate Blueberry Cheesecake - it's freakin orgasmic - that damn good!
person to talk to online: Lauren - I talk to her a lot! Like right now actually...lol
electronic game: uhhh...video game? I love Mario Kart...if that works for an answer
board game: Monopoly - and Twister - is that a board game?
friends/party game: 10 fingers (LOL - good times!) and the classic Truth or Dare
// FRIENDS/PEOPLE
your current best friend(s): Dana, Lauren, Corey, Lance, Sarah, Aisha, and yes...Tyler
your current best friend's best friend: DLC = eachother + me, Lance = probably Stephen and Alyssa, Sarah and Aisha = uhh, me hopefully, and probably some others, and Tyler = I would like to think me, but I don't know...but probably Blake and Logan and other ppl I don't know and - oh - of course, Ashley.
your old, if any, best friends: Kate Molesworth and Britte Marsh - basically, all the old crew from Marsh Jr High
reminds you of yourself: A little bit of everyone...ask me specifically later and I'll tell ya...
wish u were more like: a calm, not-so-analytical-and-unhappy Chrissy
// THIS OR THAT OR..
popeyes, churches, or kfc: none....where the hell did churches come from...
lead pen, pencil, or pen: pen
black or white: both
aeropostale, abercrombie, hollister, or american eagle: uhh...all gay fashion icons...have to go with a "none"
hot topic or abercrombie: Hot Topic baby - i'm such a goth, you know? lol
lol, haha, lolol, or hehe: lol - lazy person's choice
aim, msn, yahoo, or icq: aim - only one I got
type or talk: both - depends on what and who it's with (some ppl -cough cough TYLER - can't talk on the phone very well...too much fast thinkin for him!)
walmart, kmart, or target: Target - (oh by the way, with the whole limo thing - guess where we stopped for a potty break? Right in front of Wal Mart! Y? BECAUSE WE COULD!!!)
mall or movies: Movies
wendys or checkers: Wendy's
// RIGHT NOW
what are u wearing: Uhh, white/pink DC sneakers, monkey socks, Target Jean, Fredrick's white with sliver X thong, black strapless bra from Target, green tank from Old Navy, Hawaiian flower necklace, and Tomas' Independent black hoodie (yeah..in case you guys wanted detail..)
who are you talking to: Lauren actually..wait - better make sure she's still there
last person you talked to / about what: Lauren - about Spinach Dip, feeling this god awful pain, and Ashley
// SHORT QUESTIONS
name all of the people who pop into your head right now: Lauren, Ashley, Tyler, Victor, Lance, Stephen, Dana, Mom, Dad, Marcus, Mason, Shelly, Melissa, and the list could go on so I'm gonna stop!
what is set as ur desktop background: uhh..this paradise thingy - and I'm talkin Hawaiian - not calli!
screensaver: not too sure...never seen it!
what color is ur instant messaging text: pink of course!
what instant messanger to you use: AIM
what browser do you use: good question...
// REAL QUESTIONS (-and the others were fake?)
1) Do you believe in God? If so, why? If not, why not? Name one or more events that have led you to this:
I believe that there is a God out there. I'm not realy sure who or what that may be...I don't know if I ever will. There have been numerous event in my life that have made me believe that there is something. Events that couldn't really be explained or whatever, you know? But I just don't really know what that is yet...
2) Do you believe that all things happen for a reason? Why or why not?
Yes and no. I do, but when it doesn't go my way, I like to think that is doesn't. I'm really picky like that - actually, the word is selfish, but figured picky sounded better. I guess it's cause my life is so dam hectic - I kinda want things to go my way for once, so I believe what I think will make that happen.
3) Who is your best friend (ONE)? Why? Who are your other good friends and why aren't they your best friends?
To be honest, Dana. She's not really just that though - she's my sister. And that explains a lot right there. But there is also the rest of the crew listed above. I can't really explain why she's supposively "higher" than the others - I don't think of it that way.
4) Do you drink (alcohol)? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? Why or why not?
Oh...what a topic...I'm not gonna lie - so bear with me people...Yes I do drink - I think it's a lot of fun when your smart about it and don't drive and just stay in one place and all. When it comes to smoking, I hate - and I mean HATE - cigerette smoking. I think a lot of that has to do with my mom and my grandma. They have smoked pretty much all of my life, and I hate it. When I visit, I kick them out of their house and make them smoke outside...I hate it that much. When it comes to pot, I don't really have a problem with it. I started really smoking pot when I worked at McDonald's, but I haven't done that in awhile (I've been pretty good about it). I wouldn't mind doing it though...just not really sure with who yet. When it comes to drugs...uhhh, what a subject! Over the summer, I was very much addicted to pills and the whole rush I got from popping pills. I'm not any more because of a suicide attempt that I made with them and almost died. It's been kinda hard, I will admit, to lay off of pills, but I have been doing really well with it! Lately, I've been kinda getting into cough medicine.Yeah, I know it sounds weird and all, but someone told me about how a lot of his friends got hooked on it cause there's some drug in it (I can't remember the name), so I ended up trying it one night (there was a party at my house that was kinda goin down hill - that's not an excuse, but I'm just setting the scene). It was different, but I think I could get hooked - so I haven't taken any in awhile...which is good. I have to say that lately I have been kind of interested in E - a lot of ppl have been talking to me about it, and I don't know what I think about it...sorry this one was so long - figured I wouldn't lie, so I had a lot to say.
5) Name and describe one life changing event. Do you wish this had happened? Explain.
Almost 16 weeks ago this coming Friday, when my Dad hit me and a week later I left my house. I wish it never happend - it was the scariest day of my entire life - probably one for the two friends I got involved too. And since then, things have been nothing with my family - we don't even talk anymore. The last time we did was when my brother Marcus had about 6 or 7 seizures and was admitted to UC Davis. I've kept in touch with him through AIM and at school, but other than that, my family and I don't talk.
6) Do you have any secrets? If so, can you tell one? If so, tell one.
Of course - I have a lot of secrets - I even revealed some with the whole drug question. I have a lot of secrets that ppl don't know about...maybe it's a good thing. I sometimes think it is, cause I don't want to upset ppl or any of the ppl that I really care about...so, when it comes to telling one, I think I just did.
7) Name a few people that you are glad you have met this year, and why.
Ashlie V from Colorguard/Band and Winterguard - MY MINI ME!!! I love her so much!!!!! I'm so thankful to have gotten to know her!
Kevin and Cameron - two ppl in Band I didn't know until their continuous note passing during Band with Ashlie. They actually aren't that bad of guys!
Danny - love him to death too! he's such a boy WG protege!
Izzy - my waldo...I love her - she's so unique and just so damn cute!
8) If you could go back in time, would you change anything? If so, what? If not, what would you change if you had to change something?
To change something...gosh...you know, I always wondered what my life would've been like if I never worked at McDonald's...I don't take it back - I don't want anything to change because what happened happened. But i wonder sometimes, u know? Maybe I would be a completely different person...I don't know...there's something to ponder...
9) If you were granted one wish and had to take it, what would you wish for?
*thinking*...................I wanna say something that means something else, but my mind has been on this for the past few days, so I guess if I had to make a wish RIGHT NOW, this would be it:
To love and be loved by him.
10) Tell something that no one knows. Something that you have never told anyone before.
Well, there's a lot I could say actually (depends on what the subject matter should be).....*thinking again*.....ok, this is probably something that not a lot of ppl really want to know about me, but I can't think of anything else, and it's like 4 in the morning...so sorry...here it is: I'm a moaner...I'll let your minds ponder that one...
11) If you could go forward in time and see one thing, what would it be and why?
Where I am in my life in about 25 years...just curious about it I guess...
12) What's your biggest fear that something will happen? (not insecets, bad weather, etc.)
My biggest fear since day one has been feeling emotional hurt and pain. I have had to feel a lot of it, and I hate it with a passion. Now I am experiancing it - because I think I have lost someone I never wanted to lose...
13) Who aggrivates you / you hate the most? Why?
Aggravates and hates are two different things. Therefore, two seperate answers:
Tyler aggravates me the most - by far...with all of the games, Saturday night/Sunday Mornings events, and everything like that - of course he aggravates me... maybe that's why i love him...i dunno - I'm weird like that I guess!
I have only hated 3 people before in my life: 1)My dad - for hitting me, 2)My mom's bf - for being the reason that I think my mom has not been in my life, and 3)Tyler - for when he hurt me so much I didn't know what to do to make the pain go away (bet he doesn't know that one...probably can't even pin-point when that was...how bout a certain Sarah that I met and what she told me and then the angry message with fuck in it about 30 times at least...yeah)
14) If you were to die at this second: Would you go to heaven, hell, neither, etc? What would you regret, if anything?
No question about it - I would go to hell. I have no doubt in that right now...I have done some fucked up things...cheated on ppl (well, one person to be specific, but that doesn't make it ok), been the one somebody cheated on their gf with, lied, hurt, stole, done way too much shit that I don't even want to count out...I would definately go to hell.
15) What do you want your last words to be?
Learn from your mistakes - we all have one life to live, and it shouldn't be on stupid shit. Be able to let your last words be of praise and happiness in your life - be happy with the life you've lived. Basically, live everyday like it's your last - because one of these days, it will be. (I know that's a lot of "last words" and all, but I had a lot to say...and it's me - come on, what do you expect from a talker?)
firework: uhhh...i dunno...the cool burst things that look like sand - love those!
fastfood: Jack In The Box
french fries: Burger Hut (I just had them today...hmmm) and Jack In The Box curly fries (had those earlier too)
chips: uhhh...don't know right now - they don't sound too good at the moment
theme park: DISNEYLAND!!!!! lol..aww, good times!
state: Calli?
school subject: duh - that's easy - MATH
person to ride with: uh, a little kinky if i do say so myself, but in a car? Probably Corey, Lauren and Dana.
upcoming movie: that I'm staring in? Or seeing? Well, my life is a freakin drama, and I am dying to see Phantom of the Opera!
thing to do: have a LJ - I live on this thing now! oh - and Winterguard! Fuckin awesome!
person to hang out with: people who are fun to hang out with - I dunno
cereal: don't like it - but if I did, Fruity Pebbles!
dessert: Maui's The Waterfront World-Famous White Chocolate Blueberry Cheesecake - it's freakin orgasmic - that damn good!
person to talk to online: Lauren - I talk to her a lot! Like right now actually...lol
electronic game: uhhh...video game? I love Mario Kart...if that works for an answer
board game: Monopoly - and Twister - is that a board game?
friends/party game: 10 fingers (LOL - good times!) and the classic Truth or Dare
// FRIENDS/PEOPLE
your current best friend(s): Dana, Lauren, Corey, Lance, Sarah, Aisha, and yes...Tyler
your current best friend's best friend: DLC = eachother + me, Lance = probably Stephen and Alyssa, Sarah and Aisha = uhh, me hopefully, and probably some others, and Tyler = I would like to think me, but I don't know...but probably Blake and Logan and other ppl I don't know and - oh - of course, Ashley.
your old, if any, best friends: Kate Molesworth and Britte Marsh - basically, all the old crew from Marsh Jr High
reminds you of yourself: A little bit of everyone...ask me specifically later and I'll tell ya...
wish u were more like: a calm, not-so-analytical-and-unhappy Chrissy
// THIS OR THAT OR..
popeyes, churches, or kfc: none....where the hell did churches come from...
lead pen, pencil, or pen: pen
black or white: both
aeropostale, abercrombie, hollister, or american eagle: uhh...all gay fashion icons...have to go with a "none"
hot topic or abercrombie: Hot Topic baby - i'm such a goth, you know? lol
lol, haha, lolol, or hehe: lol - lazy person's choice
aim, msn, yahoo, or icq: aim - only one I got
type or talk: both - depends on what and who it's with (some ppl -cough cough TYLER - can't talk on the phone very well...too much fast thinkin for him!)
walmart, kmart, or target: Target - (oh by the way, with the whole limo thing - guess where we stopped for a potty break? Right in front of Wal Mart! Y? BECAUSE WE COULD!!!)
mall or movies: Movies
wendys or checkers: Wendy's
// RIGHT NOW
what are u wearing: Uhh, white/pink DC sneakers, monkey socks, Target Jean, Fredrick's white with sliver X thong, black strapless bra from Target, green tank from Old Navy, Hawaiian flower necklace, and Tomas' Independent black hoodie (yeah..in case you guys wanted detail..)
who are you talking to: Lauren actually..wait - better make sure she's still there
last person you talked to / about what: Lauren - about Spinach Dip, feeling this god awful pain, and Ashley
// SHORT QUESTIONS
name all of the people who pop into your head right now: Lauren, Ashley, Tyler, Victor, Lance, Stephen, Dana, Mom, Dad, Marcus, Mason, Shelly, Melissa, and the list could go on so I'm gonna stop!
what is set as ur desktop background: uhh..this paradise thingy - and I'm talkin Hawaiian - not calli!
screensaver: not too sure...never seen it!
what color is ur instant messaging text: pink of course!
what instant messanger to you use: AIM
what browser do you use: good question...
// REAL QUESTIONS (-and the others were fake?)
1) Do you believe in God? If so, why? If not, why not? Name one or more events that have led you to this:
I believe that there is a God out there. I'm not realy sure who or what that may be...I don't know if I ever will. There have been numerous event in my life that have made me believe that there is something. Events that couldn't really be explained or whatever, you know? But I just don't really know what that is yet...
2) Do you believe that all things happen for a reason? Why or why not?
Yes and no. I do, but when it doesn't go my way, I like to think that is doesn't. I'm really picky like that - actually, the word is selfish, but figured picky sounded better. I guess it's cause my life is so dam hectic - I kinda want things to go my way for once, so I believe what I think will make that happen.
3) Who is your best friend (ONE)? Why? Who are your other good friends and why aren't they your best friends?
To be honest, Dana. She's not really just that though - she's my sister. And that explains a lot right there. But there is also the rest of the crew listed above. I can't really explain why she's supposively "higher" than the others - I don't think of it that way.
4) Do you drink (alcohol)? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? Why or why not?
Oh...what a topic...I'm not gonna lie - so bear with me people...Yes I do drink - I think it's a lot of fun when your smart about it and don't drive and just stay in one place and all. When it comes to smoking, I hate - and I mean HATE - cigerette smoking. I think a lot of that has to do with my mom and my grandma. They have smoked pretty much all of my life, and I hate it. When I visit, I kick them out of their house and make them smoke outside...I hate it that much. When it comes to pot, I don't really have a problem with it. I started really smoking pot when I worked at McDonald's, but I haven't done that in awhile (I've been pretty good about it). I wouldn't mind doing it though...just not really sure with who yet. When it comes to drugs...uhhh, what a subject! Over the summer, I was very much addicted to pills and the whole rush I got from popping pills. I'm not any more because of a suicide attempt that I made with them and almost died. It's been kinda hard, I will admit, to lay off of pills, but I have been doing really well with it! Lately, I've been kinda getting into cough medicine.Yeah, I know it sounds weird and all, but someone told me about how a lot of his friends got hooked on it cause there's some drug in it (I can't remember the name), so I ended up trying it one night (there was a party at my house that was kinda goin down hill - that's not an excuse, but I'm just setting the scene). It was different, but I think I could get hooked - so I haven't taken any in awhile...which is good. I have to say that lately I have been kind of interested in E - a lot of ppl have been talking to me about it, and I don't know what I think about it...sorry this one was so long - figured I wouldn't lie, so I had a lot to say.
5) Name and describe one life changing event. Do you wish this had happened? Explain.
Almost 16 weeks ago this coming Friday, when my Dad hit me and a week later I left my house. I wish it never happend - it was the scariest day of my entire life - probably one for the two friends I got involved too. And since then, things have been nothing with my family - we don't even talk anymore. The last time we did was when my brother Marcus had about 6 or 7 seizures and was admitted to UC Davis. I've kept in touch with him through AIM and at school, but other than that, my family and I don't talk.
6) Do you have any secrets? If so, can you tell one? If so, tell one.
Of course - I have a lot of secrets - I even revealed some with the whole drug question. I have a lot of secrets that ppl don't know about...maybe it's a good thing. I sometimes think it is, cause I don't want to upset ppl or any of the ppl that I really care about...so, when it comes to telling one, I think I just did.
7) Name a few people that you are glad you have met this year, and why.
Ashlie V from Colorguard/Band and Winterguard - MY MINI ME!!! I love her so much!!!!! I'm so thankful to have gotten to know her!
Kevin and Cameron - two ppl in Band I didn't know until their continuous note passing during Band with Ashlie. They actually aren't that bad of guys!
Danny - love him to death too! he's such a boy WG protege!
Izzy - my waldo...I love her - she's so unique and just so damn cute!
8) If you could go back in time, would you change anything? If so, what? If not, what would you change if you had to change something?
To change something...gosh...you know, I always wondered what my life would've been like if I never worked at McDonald's...I don't take it back - I don't want anything to change because what happened happened. But i wonder sometimes, u know? Maybe I would be a completely different person...I don't know...there's something to ponder...
9) If you were granted one wish and had to take it, what would you wish for?
*thinking*...................I wanna say something that means something else, but my mind has been on this for the past few days, so I guess if I had to make a wish RIGHT NOW, this would be it:
To love and be loved by him.
10) Tell something that no one knows. Something that you have never told anyone before.
Well, there's a lot I could say actually (depends on what the subject matter should be).....*thinking again*.....ok, this is probably something that not a lot of ppl really want to know about me, but I can't think of anything else, and it's like 4 in the morning...so sorry...here it is: I'm a moaner...I'll let your minds ponder that one...
11) If you could go forward in time and see one thing, what would it be and why?
Where I am in my life in about 25 years...just curious about it I guess...
12) What's your biggest fear that something will happen? (not insecets, bad weather, etc.)
My biggest fear since day one has been feeling emotional hurt and pain. I have had to feel a lot of it, and I hate it with a passion. Now I am experiancing it - because I think I have lost someone I never wanted to lose...
13) Who aggrivates you / you hate the most? Why?
Aggravates and hates are two different things. Therefore, two seperate answers:
Tyler aggravates me the most - by far...with all of the games, Saturday night/Sunday Mornings events, and everything like that - of course he aggravates me... maybe that's why i love him...i dunno - I'm weird like that I guess!
I have only hated 3 people before in my life: 1)My dad - for hitting me, 2)My mom's bf - for being the reason that I think my mom has not been in my life, and 3)Tyler - for when he hurt me so much I didn't know what to do to make the pain go away (bet he doesn't know that one...probably can't even pin-point when that was...how bout a certain Sarah that I met and what she told me and then the angry message with fuck in it about 30 times at least...yeah)
14) If you were to die at this second: Would you go to heaven, hell, neither, etc? What would you regret, if anything?
No question about it - I would go to hell. I have no doubt in that right now...I have done some fucked up things...cheated on ppl (well, one person to be specific, but that doesn't make it ok), been the one somebody cheated on their gf with, lied, hurt, stole, done way too much shit that I don't even want to count out...I would definately go to hell.
15) What do you want your last words to be?
Learn from your mistakes - we all have one life to live, and it shouldn't be on stupid shit. Be able to let your last words be of praise and happiness in your life - be happy with the life you've lived. Basically, live everyday like it's your last - because one of these days, it will be. (I know that's a lot of "last words" and all, but I had a lot to say...and it's me - come on, what do you expect from a talker?)