I just finished reading her livejournal. The whole thing. From November 2006 to date. Geez, I hope that's not creepy. Anyway, as I was reading it, many, many thoughts were crossing my mind. I realized how very similar we are. Like CRAZY similar. In thoughts and actions. There was actually one entry that she wrote that made me think to myself, "if I ( Read more... )

...so I started writing an entry, but it turns out that I really wanted to write to one person. So my entry became an email. I copied, pasted and sent it to her.

I miss you. You know who you are. Love you.

I updated my LJ today. I like this design. I think I am going to keep this one for a while. The 'dear diary' reminds me of the book 'Go Ask Alice', which I love. And everyone should read. Today is another lazy day. But I will also try and study for my psych exam on Friday ( Read more... )

Lisa left this morning. It was a fun week. Katima-reunion, Katima-drama, Katima-life, I miss it all. I am glad that I got to see Martine, Jennifer, Lisa, even Kevin. Wish I could see Kat. I have plans on seeing Kara during Christmas break. Can't wait to party legally in Ontario with Kara and hopefully Jenn ( Read more... )

Things are good ( Read more... )

Last night was a shit show. It was crazy. I got really upset for a reason.. that has been bothering me for a while. I am just really glad that I have friends that I can call up whenever I need someone to talk to. No matter the time. Katherine really made me feel better and made me realize what is important. Thank you Kat. I told you I was a mess ( Read more... )

I talked to my best friend who is leaving in BC today at 3. She is going through the worst feeling in the world right now. I'm really glad I was able to talk to her. My prediction was right. Talking to her would make me cry. I did. I miss her so much. I was cry because she was sad and because I miss her and I am not there for her now. When she ( Read more... )

I am not ready to face the world on my own. I need to be someone's sidekick. I am not ready to be a leader. I need my friend. Why does she have to be on the other side of the country? WHY OH WHY?!

..I NEED YOU! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME?!