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How am I?
I'm tired. I'm ready more than ever for the semester to be over, and for my high school friends to come home. I know they prefer it at college, and I know it's selfish of me, but I prefer them here. I know not to take it personally, that I have nothing to do with them not enjoying home, though I try my hardest to make them happy.
I think that's a problem of mine right now, I'm worrying too much about others...time to take my own inventory.
Working with my dog has proven to be a lifesaver for me. Having a project that is not school-related that I am passionate about ia an amazing feeling. It lifts my spirits, and I look forward to each friday night of rally...even though there are only three more left...a well spent eighty dollars if I do say so myself.
For as good of spirits I feel...there is a part of my heart that is very sad...
If I had to guess I would think it has to do with christmas...
I've chosen to celebrate christmas with my family this year yet again...but it does feel as though something will be missing. Christmas is a time of year that you should be with people you love....and there is one person I love incredibly whom I won't be with...and it saddens me. It makes me wish yet again that situations could be different and that distance didn't exist. But everything happens for a reason, and I can only assume there will be a damn good reason in the end for all of this.
I can't wait until Meredith and Abbie get home....I'll actually be working with Abbie, which ...hopefully she wont get sick of me... and meredith? well, I just love hanging out with her...she's one of a few of my close friends who make me feel like I can do no wrong...and that's a wonderful feeling.
I'm tired. I'm ready more than ever for the semester to be over, and for my high school friends to come home. I know they prefer it at college, and I know it's selfish of me, but I prefer them here. I know not to take it personally, that I have nothing to do with them not enjoying home, though I try my hardest to make them happy.
I think that's a problem of mine right now, I'm worrying too much about others...time to take my own inventory.
Working with my dog has proven to be a lifesaver for me. Having a project that is not school-related that I am passionate about ia an amazing feeling. It lifts my spirits, and I look forward to each friday night of rally...even though there are only three more left...a well spent eighty dollars if I do say so myself.
For as good of spirits I feel...there is a part of my heart that is very sad...
If I had to guess I would think it has to do with christmas...
I've chosen to celebrate christmas with my family this year yet again...but it does feel as though something will be missing. Christmas is a time of year that you should be with people you love....and there is one person I love incredibly whom I won't be with...and it saddens me. It makes me wish yet again that situations could be different and that distance didn't exist. But everything happens for a reason, and I can only assume there will be a damn good reason in the end for all of this.
I can't wait until Meredith and Abbie get home....I'll actually be working with Abbie, which ...hopefully she wont get sick of me... and meredith? well, I just love hanging out with her...she's one of a few of my close friends who make me feel like I can do no wrong...and that's a wonderful feeling.