[ Okay she could... admit that he had a point there. ]
You're wrong, I don't know him better than you--all I know is what he let me see years ago, which was just a huge pack of bullshit, and what the virus brought out of him yesterday, which doesn't really matter in the long run, does it, because that's not how he really is. [ She's been trying to be angry about this whole thing, and she is, but she's honestly just incredibly sad that it was all a lie, again, and that comes out in the tone of the last part of that sentence.
Because of that, she doesn't give him a chance to respond before going into the next bit. ]
You want to know the worst fucking part of this--not only did this happen with my brother's brother, which really fucking creeps me out now, by the way--but I have a fucking boyfriend on top of all this shit, who I really do love, and how the fuck am I supposed to even look at him now? This one fucking virus just fucked over two of the only relationships that actually mean anything to me and I don't know what I'm supposed to fucking do about it.
[phone] /tags you from work like a bossrudolphofvampsFebruary 19 2011, 02:08:24 UTC
Dunno about that one, pet. He actually thought he cared about you and all. It was as real for him as it was for you. The way I figure it, it's not that it's bullshit, it's that Brian doesn't rightly care about anyone. Leaving Dexter, that is.
..Well, that's another thing, isn't it. You gonna tell him?
[phone] oh you :3betterassholeFebruary 19 2011, 02:45:13 UTC
I didn't say Monday was bullshit--you've probably never actually heard what he did to me five years ago, have you. That was fucking bullshit no matter how you look at it. It doesn't matter how much you don't care about people--that was completely un-fucking-called for.
[ She has to think about that second part a while as she stares intensely out a window. ]
[phone] now she and dex match yaybetterassholeFebruary 19 2011, 06:27:03 UTC
Considering that you heard it from the worst fucking possible source--since somehow I can't see Dexter talking about it--and you still agree? Good enough.
I can't just lie to his face like that every day though--that's just... fucking impossible for me. Shit, the only goddamn reason I haven't broken up with him over this is because I didn't choose to have this happen, and that would just be letting him win, wouldn't it.
[phone] X3betterassholeFebruary 19 2011, 10:32:41 UTC
Yeah well, thanks anyway. Maybe I'll just get lucky for once and he'll find the site while he's looking for one of those stupid-ass cat videos. [ Wait. ]
I'll just go ahead and take that back now--the community is something he never needs to find. I'll just keep venting my life at people who I barely even know instead--that'll fucking help keep me from screwing everything up by telling him about all this shit.
[phone] another night another tag from work lmfaorudolphofvampsFebruary 20 2011, 02:22:24 UTC
Hitler cats? I love the-- Right. Let's hope he.. never finds us, then.
Sounds perfectly healthy to me, but you know I'm a vampire, so healthy vamp relationships usually involve some sorta torture. But by all means, keep venting. I got nowhere to be.
[phone] hoorahbetterassholeFebruary 20 2011, 02:55:29 UTC
[ Way to remind her who she's taking to, oh person who's moving into a house with Brian and Sylar and used to kill people himself. ]
Nah, I'm done. You can go ahead and go back to whatever the fuck you were doing before I--I don't even know why I did this--just forget I even fucking called, alright.
You're wrong, I don't know him better than you--all I know is what he let me see years ago, which was just a huge pack of bullshit, and what the virus brought out of him yesterday, which doesn't really matter in the long run, does it, because that's not how he really is. [ She's been trying to be angry about this whole thing, and she is, but she's honestly just incredibly sad that it was all a lie, again, and that comes out in the tone of the last part of that sentence.
Because of that, she doesn't give him a chance to respond before going into the next bit. ]
You want to know the worst fucking part of this--not only did this happen with my brother's brother, which really fucking creeps me out now, by the way--but I have a fucking boyfriend on top of all this shit, who I really do love, and how the fuck am I supposed to even look at him now? This one fucking virus just fucked over two of the only relationships that actually mean anything to me and I don't know what I'm supposed to fucking do about it.
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..Well, that's another thing, isn't it. You gonna tell him?
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[ She has to think about that second part a while as she stares intensely out a window. ]
I haven't decided yet.
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Probably be better if he didn't know. Especially if he's not aware of this place. He'd think you were nutters, eh, luv.
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I can't just lie to his face like that every day though--that's just... fucking impossible for me. Shit, the only goddamn reason I haven't broken up with him over this is because I didn't choose to have this happen, and that would just be letting him win, wouldn't it.
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Then you gotta suss out how you're gonna tell him. Wish I could help you with that bit, luv, but I think you're on your own.
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I'll just go ahead and take that back now--the community is something he never needs to find. I'll just keep venting my life at people who I barely even know instead--that'll fucking help keep me from screwing everything up by telling him about all this shit.
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Sounds perfectly healthy to me, but you know I'm a vampire, so healthy vamp relationships usually involve some sorta torture. But by all means, keep venting. I got nowhere to be.
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Nah, I'm done. You can go ahead and go back to whatever the fuck you were doing before I--I don't even know why I did this--just forget I even fucking called, alright.
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