with accidents you'll never know what could have been
it's july. already. i can't believe half of 2006 is gone already. :/
i'm starting to become extremely frustrated/disgusted with college. not just the college i'm going to, but colleges in general. let me start from the beginning.
i went to orientation on wednesday and thursday. and was thoroughly disgusted by the fact that the people there make it out to seem like all college kids care about are sex and beer. i'm going to college so i can learn about music and be successful in life. i'm not going so i can learn how to be a slut and how to get so wasted that i don't even know what i'm doing. thank god i'm not living there. i don't care that i'll be wasting so much money on gas. well, except on tuesdays because i only have one class so that kind of sucks.
second...trying to pick classes was the biggest headache of my life. but i have mondays off, so that is a plus because i get three day weekends every single week. ^_^ but anyway, i really wanted to take calculus. but i didn't score high enough on the placement test to take it. so i was just going to take pre-calc instead. but apparently i don't need that class for my major, so the guy who was helping me pick my classes told me not to take it, even though i really wanted to, but whatever. so i was just going to take stat instead, but there was only one stat class, and it was already filled up. and it was the same time as my english class anyway. but now i have to wait until freaking next semester to take math. and spanish. because apparently foreign language isn't a very big thing at UNH, which pisses me off, and they only offer elementary spanish I during the fall semester. which would be about five million times too easy for me, seeing as i already took four years of spanish in high school, and that was too easy for me. so now i have to wait until next semester for that too. so i think spring semester is going to rule way more than fall, especially because i think i have to take music theory next semester too. ^_^ but yeah, picking classes definitely pissed me off. the only good class i have this semester is marching band.
third thing that pisses me off about college: majors. i hate that you're supposed to pick one thing and then do that for the rest of your life. i don't want to do just one thing for the rest of my life. that's boring. i'm thinking maybe i'll try to minor in english since i'm good at that, and possibly spanish, or another foreign language, if i ever get to take one. but i kinda want to double major in music industry and something else. except said something else isn't offered at my school. and ironically, i need calculus for that. lol. but anyway, i've been searching for other colleges for the last like 45 minutes that have both of the majors i want, and out of every college in this whole freaking country, i only found two with both of these majors. one is in iowa and one is in ohio. so i'm guessing this probably isn't going to happen, because i have some unfinished business left with this state before i move out of it. and i'll give you a giant hint and say that it involves music. so idk. i'm kinda pissed off about colleges right now. plus the other thing that i want to major in is kind of on the hard side, and requires way too much math, and i honestly am not sure if i would be smart enough to do well in that field. and i'm not saying what it is because you're all going to think that i'm crazy. whatever. i'm just really fed up with all this right now. i wish i was still in high school.
i'm starting to become extremely frustrated/disgusted with college. not just the college i'm going to, but colleges in general. let me start from the beginning.
i went to orientation on wednesday and thursday. and was thoroughly disgusted by the fact that the people there make it out to seem like all college kids care about are sex and beer. i'm going to college so i can learn about music and be successful in life. i'm not going so i can learn how to be a slut and how to get so wasted that i don't even know what i'm doing. thank god i'm not living there. i don't care that i'll be wasting so much money on gas. well, except on tuesdays because i only have one class so that kind of sucks.
second...trying to pick classes was the biggest headache of my life. but i have mondays off, so that is a plus because i get three day weekends every single week. ^_^ but anyway, i really wanted to take calculus. but i didn't score high enough on the placement test to take it. so i was just going to take pre-calc instead. but apparently i don't need that class for my major, so the guy who was helping me pick my classes told me not to take it, even though i really wanted to, but whatever. so i was just going to take stat instead, but there was only one stat class, and it was already filled up. and it was the same time as my english class anyway. but now i have to wait until freaking next semester to take math. and spanish. because apparently foreign language isn't a very big thing at UNH, which pisses me off, and they only offer elementary spanish I during the fall semester. which would be about five million times too easy for me, seeing as i already took four years of spanish in high school, and that was too easy for me. so now i have to wait until next semester for that too. so i think spring semester is going to rule way more than fall, especially because i think i have to take music theory next semester too. ^_^ but yeah, picking classes definitely pissed me off. the only good class i have this semester is marching band.
third thing that pisses me off about college: majors. i hate that you're supposed to pick one thing and then do that for the rest of your life. i don't want to do just one thing for the rest of my life. that's boring. i'm thinking maybe i'll try to minor in english since i'm good at that, and possibly spanish, or another foreign language, if i ever get to take one. but i kinda want to double major in music industry and something else. except said something else isn't offered at my school. and ironically, i need calculus for that. lol. but anyway, i've been searching for other colleges for the last like 45 minutes that have both of the majors i want, and out of every college in this whole freaking country, i only found two with both of these majors. one is in iowa and one is in ohio. so i'm guessing this probably isn't going to happen, because i have some unfinished business left with this state before i move out of it. and i'll give you a giant hint and say that it involves music. so idk. i'm kinda pissed off about colleges right now. plus the other thing that i want to major in is kind of on the hard side, and requires way too much math, and i honestly am not sure if i would be smart enough to do well in that field. and i'm not saying what it is because you're all going to think that i'm crazy. whatever. i'm just really fed up with all this right now. i wish i was still in high school.