needy

[ruckme]

i feel alone. hope it'll pass, sooner rather than later. i didnt expect to be full on yet, just not told that it'll probally not happen. i hate that i can start to fall for someone so soon. not good for mental health. it's my want to be wanted. its just a want not a need. i can surivive with out it, quite ok.
oh well, im being a little girl again. it happens.