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so sara told me i need to update, so i will do that!
theres not much to update about my life. i work all the time. i barely saw many of my friends this summer because of it. im actually really bummed that christy is going back to school in a week! its depressing! i feel like i spent my whole summer with her between work, applebee trips, day trips..im gonna be so sad after she leaves!
the highlight of my summer is probably the once or twice a week i see steve. i mean its good that i dont see him that much because i dont want to get too attached, but when i DO see him, i just dont want to leave. he told me last week that he loves me. it was like the best moment of my life. i was so happy! and im the first person hes ever told that to.
and right now, i can honestly say that i am happy. i dont know how long happiness can really last, but right now it is nice. when i was with richie, i really REALLY thought i was happy! but i worried ALL THE TIME. i worried that he was drinking too much, that he was smoking pot, smoking cigarrettes, talking to lynne, LYING to me.. i worried more than i was happy. with steve, im just happy. neither of us drink or smoke, we are both extremely busy, so we undertand when we cant see eachother, he is the most honest person i have ever met, and we just mesh perfectly. i know nobody is perfect, but he is perfect for me. THANK GOD FOR SARA AND FRANK! haha. everything happens for a reason. i just dont want to start thinking about marrying him though, because i wouldnt want to jinx anything.
theres not much to update about my life. i work all the time. i barely saw many of my friends this summer because of it. im actually really bummed that christy is going back to school in a week! its depressing! i feel like i spent my whole summer with her between work, applebee trips, day trips..im gonna be so sad after she leaves!
the highlight of my summer is probably the once or twice a week i see steve. i mean its good that i dont see him that much because i dont want to get too attached, but when i DO see him, i just dont want to leave. he told me last week that he loves me. it was like the best moment of my life. i was so happy! and im the first person hes ever told that to.
and right now, i can honestly say that i am happy. i dont know how long happiness can really last, but right now it is nice. when i was with richie, i really REALLY thought i was happy! but i worried ALL THE TIME. i worried that he was drinking too much, that he was smoking pot, smoking cigarrettes, talking to lynne, LYING to me.. i worried more than i was happy. with steve, im just happy. neither of us drink or smoke, we are both extremely busy, so we undertand when we cant see eachother, he is the most honest person i have ever met, and we just mesh perfectly. i know nobody is perfect, but he is perfect for me. THANK GOD FOR SARA AND FRANK! haha. everything happens for a reason. i just dont want to start thinking about marrying him though, because i wouldnt want to jinx anything.