Resurrection.

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 I suppose all I really need is attention.

I am alone so often.

But I don't get lost in thought anymore.  My thoughts are bearable.  I've been medicated for two years now.

I don't feel anything except fat.
Fat and apathetic.
Easily distracted.
I just walked away from my computer to get some nail clippers....have no idea what I was going to write about.
I'm sure it was really important anyway.

I'm not me at all anymore.

I don't even look like me.