Jul 05, 2006 13:27
My ex - doesn't exist. I've never been in a relationship with a man that can be deemed proper or legit before JJ. Makes you wonder where all that time and effort went to before. We've all tried too hard at some point/s in time, or sometimes, we just don't like to admit that we try too hard.
Maybe I should - really get down to looking for a job this time round. Not that i didn't, i just had to travel to SF first lol. Maybe i should find a job in West California, maybe i should find a job somewhere along the West Coast, or maybe i should work in San Francisco!
I love - a thing. And i'm not gonna be like how i was in the past: filling this category with the words 'Purple', 'Movies', 'Drawing' or 'Cosmopolitan'. I think i love everything that feels good. Like a good warm drink when walking in fog, or a good ice-cold soda on the beach. I love a well-taken photo and a nice mascara-eye-liner day. I love a good picnic in the scorching sun! I love a nice warm shag and i love my favourite JJ pasta in front of the telly. I love clean bedsheets and I love a good fragrance on me. I love food when i'm hungry. and oh- it really feels good taking a huge dump lol.
I don't understand - why mouth ulcers should ever be allowed. It hurts, it spoils the appetite and man - you can't even talk proper. Diarrhoea is fine though, aids in weight loss.
I lose - the wonder of the human mind with every single day i'm alive. I'm so steeped in the habits of the world i stopped questioning. I wish it wasn't wierd to see people floating around and i wish it wasn't wierd when dogs speak English. I wish there was no one to tell us what is right or true. But then again, having the mind of a baby in the body of a 23 year old can be quite bizarre.
People say - the ugly stuff all the time. I do. like alot. Now what is ugly? Definitely not 'fuck' nor 'bitch'. More like 'i wish you'd die tomorrow.' You can refuse to believe it, but how many times have death been wished upon you? Not like we'd ever know. People do it behind backs all the time anyway.
Love is - John, for me. Love is something you should have with extravagent amounts of fireworks, sparks and crazy gooey softness. Love is being able to identify the feeling, think so hard and good about it and then say - Yes.
Somewhere, someone - (i can't think of anything for this now)
"I Will Always Love You" - and me too.
Forever - is good for dreamers. You don't need to be a 100% dreamer to want Forever. Just 20% will do (or even 10% if you wanna push it); cuz Forever is a good notion when used in the right context. How does being rich Forever sounds? I'm sure you like Forever now, you realist.
I never want - a good thing to end. Imagine your bed collapsing when you're deep dreaming about -- i don't know -- your passionate shag/kiss. That would suck.
When I wake up in the morning - I blink my eyes a few times to make sure it isn't dry. Then i proceed to reach into my drawer for a tube of artificial tears to soothe the cornea so badly messed up by REM. And then i roll my eyes around to make sure it's well lubricated. And then i sit up and get out of bed.
Goddamn it. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BECOME SO FUCKING COMPLICATED?!
My past was - (can't thnk of anything now for this either)
I get annoyed when - people annoy me. I really do. By whatever methods they employ. And there are many so-
Parties are for - good rolling times yo!
My dog is - (i've got no dog. But i've got 2 pet giraffes called GiGi and RaRa, a pet piglet called Piggy and a pet tiny green monster called Broc. They entertain me alot.)
My cat is - actually quite moody. She looks angry all the time. She's got grey downy fur with an impossibly clean white underbelly. Her name's Kitty. and she's a toy.
Kisses are best when - they're from JJ!
Tomorrow - i'd be at the optician's getting my new pair of contact lens. I usually wouldn't bother but I'm thinking its been awhile since i've had mascara-ed eyes. I am worried i might poke my eye with the wand. It's been awhile ok.
I really want - to be rich. Like really. Without having to work for it. You would want that too, don't you? Everybody does.