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one of my myspace buddies always sends out bulletins asking people to IM him, then gets mad when no one does it (and of course sends out a follow-up bulletin stating such). Negro, we have JOBS! I don't know about you, but if my boss walked out and saw me talking on AIM, I'd be escorted out of my office PROMPTLY. Who is going to IM you at noon on a Wednesday? This isn't college anymore where we're between classes! You're lucky I get to sneak some myspace in at work at all. I guess it's a lonely when your dad is still bankrolling your entire life at the tender age of 25.
I woke up this morning and Lila's hand was on her crotch. It was placed in a way that made it look like she had morning wood, so I poked it just to see what that was all about. I just figured she fell asleep that way and thought nothing of it. I closed my eyes for a bit more rest, and could see that the hand was moving under the sheet. Masturbating while I'm right next to you? oh, there will be none of this foolishness! I proceeded to have some fantastic morning sex making me nice and late for work.
ugh, I don't know why I feel guilty when I take a "me" day. Everyone else does it like nothing. There are people here that are out of sick days, and still take sick days just because they don't feel like coming in. I know I just went on vacation, but I feel a little stressed. I never got to rest on my vacation. It wasn't like I got to sit by the pool and read. We walked a lot, it was too hot, blah blah blah. But I know I can't explain this to my office, especially at this busy time. I don't want to be like a certain type of person taking "sick" days when I know we're busy as shit. It's so easy to be that person, but I don't want that to be me. I like that people feel they can rely on me. Though it's insulting to others, I can't say I don't pat myself on the back when people say, "I knew I could ask you about this because you would actually know." But still, I tend to neglect my own needs in order to please.
which reminds me. I have to pee.
I woke up this morning and Lila's hand was on her crotch. It was placed in a way that made it look like she had morning wood, so I poked it just to see what that was all about. I just figured she fell asleep that way and thought nothing of it. I closed my eyes for a bit more rest, and could see that the hand was moving under the sheet. Masturbating while I'm right next to you? oh, there will be none of this foolishness! I proceeded to have some fantastic morning sex making me nice and late for work.
ugh, I don't know why I feel guilty when I take a "me" day. Everyone else does it like nothing. There are people here that are out of sick days, and still take sick days just because they don't feel like coming in. I know I just went on vacation, but I feel a little stressed. I never got to rest on my vacation. It wasn't like I got to sit by the pool and read. We walked a lot, it was too hot, blah blah blah. But I know I can't explain this to my office, especially at this busy time. I don't want to be like a certain type of person taking "sick" days when I know we're busy as shit. It's so easy to be that person, but I don't want that to be me. I like that people feel they can rely on me. Though it's insulting to others, I can't say I don't pat myself on the back when people say, "I knew I could ask you about this because you would actually know." But still, I tend to neglect my own needs in order to please.
which reminds me. I have to pee.