Bitching about work...ignore me

[rubberemotion]

So last night they were just cruel
And tonight I made no money
And now I'm sitting in my dirty restaurant underwear and wife beater
Writing a livejournal
When I was supposed to be in Tallahassee tonight preparing for a film shoot tommorrow
Acting
That thing I want to do with my life
And I'm more than miserable
With this shitty temp job
And great kids during the day can't make it easier
Because I don't want to direct yet
I want to act
I want to act
I miss it
So much
And it fell through my fingers
And I didn't stop it
And even though it's just a thesis film
And it was only going to be a day
I was going to be acting again
And I can't depend on anyone to make it happen for me
I will be forever grateful for every opportunity I get
But for now
I'm covering a closing shift tommorrow
So that someone else can hang out with his girlfriend
On a holiday
Maybe the karma will roll around
I hope I hope I hope
My body aches
Drinks and dances would be in order if I were alert enough
This is life?
...Shit.