May 25, 2004 19:52
well today was liek the worst day ever...nothing went right....i feel bad complaining about it but i need to vent so if you don't want listen to me complain stop readin...okie now that is covered.....alright first period was a drag...i realized i have to make up 4 labs to actually take my earthscience regents...and thats sucks ass...then i went to intro to occ 2 and completely died...lets just leave it at that...then global just plain sucked for many reasons..english was gay enough about that...the only thing good in that was i got to see Kevin.....then health which was notes and faggness..then lunch which was boring as hell....then french which i wanted to rip my fucking heart from my chest and pierce my neck with a pencil....then math....don't even get me started there....then came after school....found about a lot of shit that pisssed me off....and upset me...liek normal...really just the way of my life....so thats all no news...then i was talkign to sammie..and got happie because she asked me to go to the movies with her and go to her house after school....so i said ya...then i was makign fun of tiff...which was jsut funnie....then Matrix dared em to kiss heather but they said that matrix had to kiss primm...and the boys had to go first...and they did and it was funnie...not the best kiss but there still was one.....then heather and em kissed kinda missed that one...but ya that didn't cheeer me up...then i went on teh bus and Sammie was crying because her friends are DOUCHE BAGS IN THE FLESH....so i got pissed....then we went to wal-mart and talked about everything that has gone wrong and realized that we are going be eachotehrs best friends because we are sick of being dumped on...so FUCK ALL OF YOU ASSHOLES WHO ARE TALKING BEHIND MY BACK...this not direct to anyone in drama atleast not to my knowlegde...So sammie and got Mcdonalds and sat there eatign for 45 min....then went to get pictures taht weren't developed FUCKERS!!!....then came home and i was in her room for most of teh time while she was downstairs on teh computer doign god knows waht..(prolly looking up PoRn...lol) then we went to see shrek 2 which made me cry..i am a fag i kno...but all i could think about was the shit i found out about (which will remained un-mentioned).... then we came here...(sammie's house) and i'm waiting for Terry's stalker to call so i can scrare her to death...so while i am waiting this is what i planed to do....hahah greatness in a fucking-rolled up- Potato.....
Just kill me now, God....seriously!! i need all of this drama liek a fuckign hole in teh head i swear...i need Matrix, i need to talk....*sigh*....even better i need Primm's hair :D lol....
i feel like all my friends hate me and its sucks i just want to have one happie day, just one. thats not alot is it? i just want to trust people but taht won't happen....Fuck i am doomed!!
all my love
Tina