Oct 21, 2008 23:21
So, it's been a while. I was informed, upon logging in, that it's been 28 weeks since I last posted - clearly, a very long time, and a lot of things have changed. I last posted on my birthday, in April. Since then, I've graduated college, gotten a "real" job, and moved into my own apartment. I absolutely love being out on my own, and life is going well. I do suffer from the being lonely thing every once in a while, but considering all I've been through with guys lately, it's been a good thing to be on my own. When I'm ready, something will come along that will make me happy, and till then I can work on myself. I know, it's been a long time for me to still be working on myself, but those scars run very deep with me, and they may never heal all the way.
I generally check up on this LJ thing a couple of times a week, and when I logged on today, I saw Steve's list of things he wants to accomplish in his life. It got me thinking, and I decided I want to make my own. Sorry to be a copycat, Steve, but I liked your idea, and now it's my turn.
* I want to be successful in my life
* I want to love someone with all my heart and soul, unconditionally
* I want someone to love me with all their heart and soul, unconditionally
* I want to travel the world
* I want to live my life to the fullest
* I want to live without regrets
* I want to experience truly breathtaking beauty in the world
* I want to make a difference in someone's life
* I want to make a difference in the world as a whole
* I want to go somewhere with my life
* I want to see something no one else has
* I want to try something new and exciting
* I want to do something out of my comfort zone and find I love it
* I want to laugh so hard that I cry on a more regular basis
* I want to feel my emotions as strongly as possible
* I want to be able to follow my passions
* I want my passions to be a foundation of my life
* I want to be someone
* I want to be able to live comfortably - or more than comfortably
* I want to have an amazing family
* I want to find someone I want to have an amazing family with
* I want to have a job that I love
* I want to have a job that supports my lifestyle
* I want to have a job that will help me make a difference in the world
* I want to have someone tell me I'm the most beautiful person in the world - and mean it
* I want to own an original piece of art that I can appreciate forever
* I want to live in New York City permanently
* I want to spend time living in London and Paris before I settle down for good
* I want to chase the winter around the globe for at least a year
* I want to snowboard in some of the best places for it in the world
* I want to date a pro snowboarder (ok, not as deep as some, but it's true!)
* I want another tattoo
* I want to be inspiring to someone
* I want to look back on my life years from now and be perfectly content
* I want to be fashionable at all times
* I want to walk a red carpet...or 5
* I want to fly in a private plane
* I want to be unique, but not weird
* I want to live my life the way I want
* I want, above all, to be extraordinarily happy
I'm sure I could think of more, but I'm beginning to get tired. I'm hopeful, though, that I will at least get a few accomplished. Time for bed now, I hope everyone is doing well...if anyone still reads this thing!