and you decide...
is it all worth it?
got my christmas tree yesterday and it has to be the most pertiful tree there ever was. the cat is already driving me nuts with it though...found an ornament at the end of my bed this morning with a fairly happy look on jubb-jubb's face.
my birthday party is on friday. i still have only 6 people coming and i know one of them isn't coming at all...so...5 people care enough to come to my birthday party...it kind of makes me upset. i am always the one to make an attempt to be with friends (except when it comes to Corey...he's pretty good at keeping in touch). but i am the one to travel miles and miles and miles to see people, the one to spend tons of money to see everyone else, the one to call, write, and care enough to be at someone's important events (even though some people think i think the world revolves around me...) well, i haven't had friends around for 5 months. i haven't done much...except get dumped, make my family mad because i wallow in my lonlienes, and get a christmas tree that only I will enjoy.
anyway...so that is my rant for the day...
ps--i hope connor comes to my birthday party (he responded with a "maybe")...that would make my night...haha (he was my very first crush ever)
got my christmas tree yesterday and it has to be the most pertiful tree there ever was. the cat is already driving me nuts with it though...found an ornament at the end of my bed this morning with a fairly happy look on jubb-jubb's face.
my birthday party is on friday. i still have only 6 people coming and i know one of them isn't coming at all...so...5 people care enough to come to my birthday party...it kind of makes me upset. i am always the one to make an attempt to be with friends (except when it comes to Corey...he's pretty good at keeping in touch). but i am the one to travel miles and miles and miles to see people, the one to spend tons of money to see everyone else, the one to call, write, and care enough to be at someone's important events (even though some people think i think the world revolves around me...) well, i haven't had friends around for 5 months. i haven't done much...except get dumped, make my family mad because i wallow in my lonlienes, and get a christmas tree that only I will enjoy.
anyway...so that is my rant for the day...
ps--i hope connor comes to my birthday party (he responded with a "maybe")...that would make my night...haha (he was my very first crush ever)