those days.
so its raining, which on any other day might make me sad, but for some reason today its almost refreshing. im studying at panera for my midterm which is in 2 hours, and i feel like its the beginning of love actually, you know when all the people are reunited. its so cute, all these old friends having lunch or coffee together.
i dont know how to describe the way ive been feeling lately other than being in a FUNK. my mom came down this weekend, and we had a good time. i took her to the fine arts library, let her browse around while i worked on my paper, then to pygmalions, so she could look at the art supplies. we had dinner, and did mundane errands, watched some basketball. we talked about art, school, god, the fam, everything. ive been feeling like people articulate what im feeling very differently than ive been interpreting it. where gina says everyone on the team loves me, i think im tolerable to be paired up with anyone for a weekend road trip, which is different than them desiring to spend time with me. where my mom says i can be independant, i see it as being a loner.
the alone time has been good to pursue art more. i bought a new sketchbook, bought some new film, and some new paint and gesso. turn on some tunes and im going to town. im looking forward to this summer because even if i dont feel like being in bloomington, im going to be, and it will give me time to do art and read more. i'll see what i can produce.
get me out of this funk. make this midterm be a breeze.
ponder grace.
i dont know how to describe the way ive been feeling lately other than being in a FUNK. my mom came down this weekend, and we had a good time. i took her to the fine arts library, let her browse around while i worked on my paper, then to pygmalions, so she could look at the art supplies. we had dinner, and did mundane errands, watched some basketball. we talked about art, school, god, the fam, everything. ive been feeling like people articulate what im feeling very differently than ive been interpreting it. where gina says everyone on the team loves me, i think im tolerable to be paired up with anyone for a weekend road trip, which is different than them desiring to spend time with me. where my mom says i can be independant, i see it as being a loner.
the alone time has been good to pursue art more. i bought a new sketchbook, bought some new film, and some new paint and gesso. turn on some tunes and im going to town. im looking forward to this summer because even if i dont feel like being in bloomington, im going to be, and it will give me time to do art and read more. i'll see what i can produce.
get me out of this funk. make this midterm be a breeze.
ponder grace.