chunky soup
today i got up to do "speedwork" if you can even call it that. it was weird though, because it hit me really hard, this is the team for next year. it felt like such a hole, with the seniors gone. theres four of us upcoming seniors, and im not sure what my role is going to look like. its a mystery.
i went to my one class for today, and sometimes i have these moments of brilliance, that i feel like im going to be okay. last semester this guy was an AI for one of my classes, and this semester we are in the same class. kinda weird already. but anyway, i was able to argue and hold my own against one of the other grad students about what parts of the painting Leonardo actually did, and what parts Verrochio did. i had an eye for it. 16th century is so much better. then other times i freak out because i have to write a ridiculously long research paper and make a presentation in front of the class. then i feel like i wont be ok.
i went to work out, and i always think that nobody will be in mellencamp, and it can just be me playing in solitude. the entire baseball team, and softball team were in there, and golf and soccer came in too. nowhere to go. i was able to talk to gina, and i dont know why, but she believes in me. its good to hear this from your coach sometimes. it made me feel alot better.
this is my study break. ive been doing well tonight, so its back to the books.
lyd makes a mean batch of soup. and sharing is caring.
i went to my one class for today, and sometimes i have these moments of brilliance, that i feel like im going to be okay. last semester this guy was an AI for one of my classes, and this semester we are in the same class. kinda weird already. but anyway, i was able to argue and hold my own against one of the other grad students about what parts of the painting Leonardo actually did, and what parts Verrochio did. i had an eye for it. 16th century is so much better. then other times i freak out because i have to write a ridiculously long research paper and make a presentation in front of the class. then i feel like i wont be ok.
i went to work out, and i always think that nobody will be in mellencamp, and it can just be me playing in solitude. the entire baseball team, and softball team were in there, and golf and soccer came in too. nowhere to go. i was able to talk to gina, and i dont know why, but she believes in me. its good to hear this from your coach sometimes. it made me feel alot better.
this is my study break. ive been doing well tonight, so its back to the books.
lyd makes a mean batch of soup. and sharing is caring.