Long Overdue Update
Well I'm sorry I haven't written in a while, I've been really depressed most of the time, My shrink diagnosed me as bipolar which means I probably got it from my dad cause he's bipolar...
I'm going into the hospital on Monday for an epidural to try and lessen my pain, no gurantee's it'll work considering it didn't work 2 1/2 years ago but its worth a try, I'll be in the hospital for 5 days...The only good thing about this is I get to meet Melissa, I am soooo psyched, I've known her online thru our zines for at least 6 months now and she's just so awesome and im so exstatic that i'm gonna get to meet her when she comes to see me in the hospital...
Well my love life's been rather confusing lately, after me and Aly broke up i fell for Lisa and then realized i didn't love her like that and only thought of her as a friend, now i seriously believe im falling for someone.. Her name is Lori and i also know her thru zines, she's just so perfect and great and whenever we talk i just get so giddy and happy and ive never felt this way not since Lani (my 1st g/f), but im taking it slow cause i dont wanna ask her out and then realize i dont like her like i did with Lisa, I wanna ask her out when i'm totally sure..
But anyways thats all for now...Byezzzz
I'm going into the hospital on Monday for an epidural to try and lessen my pain, no gurantee's it'll work considering it didn't work 2 1/2 years ago but its worth a try, I'll be in the hospital for 5 days...The only good thing about this is I get to meet Melissa, I am soooo psyched, I've known her online thru our zines for at least 6 months now and she's just so awesome and im so exstatic that i'm gonna get to meet her when she comes to see me in the hospital...
Well my love life's been rather confusing lately, after me and Aly broke up i fell for Lisa and then realized i didn't love her like that and only thought of her as a friend, now i seriously believe im falling for someone.. Her name is Lori and i also know her thru zines, she's just so perfect and great and whenever we talk i just get so giddy and happy and ive never felt this way not since Lani (my 1st g/f), but im taking it slow cause i dont wanna ask her out and then realize i dont like her like i did with Lisa, I wanna ask her out when i'm totally sure..
But anyways thats all for now...Byezzzz