Just a quick update
Here's a quick update, not much has happened...
Aly and me- Well I've been dreading writing about this for a while now, Me and Aly broke up... She said she only loves me as a good friend now, whatever...it pisses
me off that someone can become that different now, how can your love for someone
change, I don't see that as possible but ok... I spent a few days crying my eyes out,
I couldn't believe our relationship was over again, we had just gotten back together... And then She starts dating this chick lucretia right after we break up, now this chick is shady, i don't trust her at all... A few days later, Lucretia and Aly broke up...short relationship, but whatever, i warned her that Lucretia would hurt her...But that's the end of that, the end of me and her... We're still friends, and we still talk but a part of me is still seriously pissed off at her though, i'll get over it in time, all wounds heal...I still love her, and always will love her, but we're just friends now and thats all we'll ever be, i could never date her again unless she does some growing up because a lot of her actions as of late have been really imatture, and i know she's gonna get pissed at me for saying all this, but this is my diary and my feelings and i'm sure as hell gonna be honest about this....
Lisa & me- Me and Lisa started off as friends back when me and Aly were together, and during all the tough times me and aly had Lisa was a true angel to me, she was so sweet and perfect and was always trying to get me and Aly back together...well when me and Aly broke up, i was free to actually like Lisa now, so me and her have just been getting closer and closer as the time goes on, and i find myself caring about her more and more... She called me on the phone the other nite, and it was so perfect, she's perfect....I love talking to her, and flirting with her but as of right now we're just really close friends, I do care about her, but i'm not gonna get involved til i feel totally over Aly, and Lisa's ok with that which is great....She's so perfect and wonderful and understanding...
Health- Well I'm supposed to go see an anthesiologist soon so we can schedule an epidural for me that might help my pain, It's been so long since i've had a treatment done so i'm glad the ball's finally rolling, hopefully i'll be in the hospital within a month or two....On another note, My shrink just figured out that i'm bipolar which means i probably inherited it from dad since he's bipolar as well...So my doctor put me on lithium, hopefully it'll work, i've been feeling so down lately, and very irritatiable, i keep telling everyone off but i don't mean to do it, it just happens and then people get angry and i usually end up feeling bad for telling them off cause i didnt do it purposely and i try to apology but they don't believe me....
Support Group- The group is going really well, We had about 10 people at our last meeting which is double the amount of people from the time before... We had a guest speaker come and talk about organic foods and give samples out, it was informative and everyone seemed to enjoy it... Courtney finally came so i was glad to meet her, Court and I have been talking online for about 4 months now, She's 16 and has the same illness as me... She's so sweet, and funny, and cute, It was nice to meet her... She'll hopefully come to the next meeting, its nice having someone close to my age in the group since everyone else is so much older than me there... I've been going over Meloney's house like once every 2 weeks to plan for the group and stuff its a nice outlet, I get out of the house and get to get away for a little bit from my family...Meloney's brother is so funny, lol...at the last meeting me and him were figthing like brother and sister, he's 38 but really sweet. slightly handicap though, but i don't really notice it, he's a cool person to hang around, a good friend...
Your Guy is Prince Charming!
The man for you is Prince Charming.
You need a sensitive, romantic man who will understand and listen.
You enter into relationships for love and need a committed man who will provide plenty of love and security.
What Guy is Right for *You*?
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Aly and me- Well I've been dreading writing about this for a while now, Me and Aly broke up... She said she only loves me as a good friend now, whatever...it pisses
me off that someone can become that different now, how can your love for someone
change, I don't see that as possible but ok... I spent a few days crying my eyes out,
I couldn't believe our relationship was over again, we had just gotten back together... And then She starts dating this chick lucretia right after we break up, now this chick is shady, i don't trust her at all... A few days later, Lucretia and Aly broke up...short relationship, but whatever, i warned her that Lucretia would hurt her...But that's the end of that, the end of me and her... We're still friends, and we still talk but a part of me is still seriously pissed off at her though, i'll get over it in time, all wounds heal...I still love her, and always will love her, but we're just friends now and thats all we'll ever be, i could never date her again unless she does some growing up because a lot of her actions as of late have been really imatture, and i know she's gonna get pissed at me for saying all this, but this is my diary and my feelings and i'm sure as hell gonna be honest about this....
Lisa & me- Me and Lisa started off as friends back when me and Aly were together, and during all the tough times me and aly had Lisa was a true angel to me, she was so sweet and perfect and was always trying to get me and Aly back together...well when me and Aly broke up, i was free to actually like Lisa now, so me and her have just been getting closer and closer as the time goes on, and i find myself caring about her more and more... She called me on the phone the other nite, and it was so perfect, she's perfect....I love talking to her, and flirting with her but as of right now we're just really close friends, I do care about her, but i'm not gonna get involved til i feel totally over Aly, and Lisa's ok with that which is great....She's so perfect and wonderful and understanding...
Health- Well I'm supposed to go see an anthesiologist soon so we can schedule an epidural for me that might help my pain, It's been so long since i've had a treatment done so i'm glad the ball's finally rolling, hopefully i'll be in the hospital within a month or two....On another note, My shrink just figured out that i'm bipolar which means i probably inherited it from dad since he's bipolar as well...So my doctor put me on lithium, hopefully it'll work, i've been feeling so down lately, and very irritatiable, i keep telling everyone off but i don't mean to do it, it just happens and then people get angry and i usually end up feeling bad for telling them off cause i didnt do it purposely and i try to apology but they don't believe me....
Support Group- The group is going really well, We had about 10 people at our last meeting which is double the amount of people from the time before... We had a guest speaker come and talk about organic foods and give samples out, it was informative and everyone seemed to enjoy it... Courtney finally came so i was glad to meet her, Court and I have been talking online for about 4 months now, She's 16 and has the same illness as me... She's so sweet, and funny, and cute, It was nice to meet her... She'll hopefully come to the next meeting, its nice having someone close to my age in the group since everyone else is so much older than me there... I've been going over Meloney's house like once every 2 weeks to plan for the group and stuff its a nice outlet, I get out of the house and get to get away for a little bit from my family...Meloney's brother is so funny, lol...at the last meeting me and him were figthing like brother and sister, he's 38 but really sweet. slightly handicap though, but i don't really notice it, he's a cool person to hang around, a good friend...
Your Guy is Prince Charming!
The man for you is Prince Charming.
You need a sensitive, romantic man who will understand and listen.
You enter into relationships for love and need a committed man who will provide plenty of love and security.
What Guy is Right for *You*?
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