questions?
am i going to regret this later?
i really gave up 10 months of a great relationship for what? for a night of partying and random hook up with someone. how bad did it hurt him when i told him? he was so mean and rude and disrespectful to me on the phone. the things he said i know were coming from hurt. i don't even know what to say. i went over to the house again last night. we didn't even talk about it. but the person knows because i left a message on the cell phone. obviously they really don't care about what is happening in my life. at one point last night they asked me what i was thinking about. i didn't really think they wanted me to get all serious so i kept it to myself. what was i supposed to say, "um... i am kinda regretting what happened or wondering if i made the right decision by doing what i did?" in the long run, really, where is it going? probably no where. they even told me it is something they have done before. maybe it was just a hook up for that one night, but how am i to know? should i just leave it alone or pursue it? let them pursue it? i don't know what is going through their head right now and i guess that is what really bothers me
ps. sorry for all the theys and thems, i do not want to release the name of the person
i really gave up 10 months of a great relationship for what? for a night of partying and random hook up with someone. how bad did it hurt him when i told him? he was so mean and rude and disrespectful to me on the phone. the things he said i know were coming from hurt. i don't even know what to say. i went over to the house again last night. we didn't even talk about it. but the person knows because i left a message on the cell phone. obviously they really don't care about what is happening in my life. at one point last night they asked me what i was thinking about. i didn't really think they wanted me to get all serious so i kept it to myself. what was i supposed to say, "um... i am kinda regretting what happened or wondering if i made the right decision by doing what i did?" in the long run, really, where is it going? probably no where. they even told me it is something they have done before. maybe it was just a hook up for that one night, but how am i to know? should i just leave it alone or pursue it? let them pursue it? i don't know what is going through their head right now and i guess that is what really bothers me
ps. sorry for all the theys and thems, i do not want to release the name of the person