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Today was a most excellent of days. Nice bonding over anxiety with two amazing ladies (oh emily and jessica!). Ladies, we need a hangout day, for real. You two rule :). and of course, the relief afters chool. Meeting with Eric and Tiff, our four way embrace to celebrate that we were all gonna be okay. Only the most amazing boy in the world and two amazing buddies could bring such comfort. Screaming Avenue Q lyrics on the way to teen court, a short session and an excuse to go out to dinner with said boy. The waiter seemed tired of his mundane job, most likely getting little recognition beyond, "i need some water.." from his customers - but us, crazy fiends, indugled him, shooting the shit and leaving him an insane note. We not only rule, we make other peoples' days rule. "RICEFEST!"
But it's that boy that really gets to me. My classes with him are a test of self-control - it's almost unbearable to sit in such close proximity to him and not be able to touch his hand, kiss his cheek or laugh and talk and be... US. His vigalence tested more than once these past few months, he can be nothing but supportive, devoted, and incredible. Between our battles about my ears' dislike of his slobber, our MAD ADVENTURES! plots to rule the world, those moments where we're entangled in eachother's arms, gazing the the sky (hopefully starry!) and whispering to eachother such lyrics... It just seems as if every moment he's not by my side, I can think of nothing but him. I can vividly recall last Friday, my anxiety-ridden body collapsing atop his, falling into a deep sleep - his arms made everything sane once again. That smile that can never leave my face when I'm around him - that look he gets in his eyes when he protests my chew shunning, our excited grins, 3:10, Friday afternoon, when we realized we have a weekend of MADNESS ahead. That lust for mayhem....
paul alaimo, i can't help but fall in love with you more and more everyday. i love you, my fellow co-dictator/racist bitch/asshole/chewtoy/sex six member/porn fiend/lover/MIDWESTRICAN...
...and now, read about me.
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Sociability ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 95% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Activity Level ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 96% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 91% Trust ||| 9% Morality ||| 5% Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Cooperation ||| 1% Modesty ||| 2% Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 83% Friendliness |||||||||||| 32% Confidence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 80% Neatness |||||| 11% Dutifulness ||||||||| 23% Achievement ||||||||||||||| 41% Self-Discipline ||| 6% Cautiousness |||||| 11% Orderliness ||||||||| 28% Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 87% Volatility |||||||||||| 38% Depression |||||| 17% Self-Consciousness ||| 2% Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Vulnerability ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 47% Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||||||||| 80% Introspection |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 88% Adventurousness ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92% Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 89% Liberalism ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 88% Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
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But it's that boy that really gets to me. My classes with him are a test of self-control - it's almost unbearable to sit in such close proximity to him and not be able to touch his hand, kiss his cheek or laugh and talk and be... US. His vigalence tested more than once these past few months, he can be nothing but supportive, devoted, and incredible. Between our battles about my ears' dislike of his slobber, our MAD ADVENTURES! plots to rule the world, those moments where we're entangled in eachother's arms, gazing the the sky (hopefully starry!) and whispering to eachother such lyrics... It just seems as if every moment he's not by my side, I can think of nothing but him. I can vividly recall last Friday, my anxiety-ridden body collapsing atop his, falling into a deep sleep - his arms made everything sane once again. That smile that can never leave my face when I'm around him - that look he gets in his eyes when he protests my chew shunning, our excited grins, 3:10, Friday afternoon, when we realized we have a weekend of MADNESS ahead. That lust for mayhem....
paul alaimo, i can't help but fall in love with you more and more everyday. i love you, my fellow co-dictator/racist bitch/asshole/chewtoy/sex six member/porn fiend/lover/MIDWESTRICAN...
...and now, read about me.
Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 95% Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Activity Level ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92% Excitement-Seeking ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 96% Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 91% Trust ||| 9% Morality ||| 5% Altruism ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Cooperation ||| 1% Modesty ||| 2% Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 83% Friendliness |||||||||||| 32% Confidence |||||||||||||||||||||||| 80% Neatness |||||| 11% Dutifulness ||||||||| 23% Achievement ||||||||||||||| 41% Self-Discipline ||| 6% Cautiousness |||||| 11% Orderliness ||||||||| 28% Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 87% Volatility |||||||||||| 38% Depression |||||| 17% Self-Consciousness ||| 2% Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82% Vulnerability ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||| 47% Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic Interests |||||||||||||||||||||||| 80% Introspection |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 88% Adventurousness ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92% Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 89% Liberalism ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 94% Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 88% Take Free Advanced Big 30 Personality Test
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