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[yammerer_willow]

I couldn't believe I just laid the whole story out there for both Buffy and Craig. This wasn't going to put his mind at ease about Julie being a slayer. There was nothing I could do about it now. I just needed to et to Angelina and check on her. Since she wasn't living with the rest of the girls we needed to keep an eye on her

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[wannabe_slayer]

"Its ok Buffy...I have been waiting for this to happen. She hasn't dealt with our families death. She was there when it happened...when he..."

I looked away and started to cry

"She was hiding in her closet when it killed my mom, dad, sister, and brother"

[itsmrwhitelight]

(I half thought about going to check in on Wesley and Piper, until Cait and Angelina started to break down...Now I stood there. Making the move hold Angelina in my arms, but when she shurgged me off a bit...I whispered in her ear.)
"I know it looks a mess now but things will get better."

[wannabe_slayer]

I lost it. I started to cry clutching to Leo

"I'm sorry"

I dry my eyes

"I shouldn't be crying

Then Willow spoke up

"Sweetie, crying is natural. Don't hold it back..otherwise bad things happen...trust me I know all too well"

I hugged her thanking her for her words then leaned against Leo again

[itsmrwhitelight]

(I turned her leaning into me into a warm hug and I rocked her back and forth, letting her cry until she couldn't cry any more.)

"That's it. Let it go. It's going to be ok sweetie."

[wannabe_slayer]

"I can't...I...I should be helping Cait"

I said trying to pull away

"I will do that...you don't worry about a thing"

Willow said heading in the room with Caitlen.

[itsmrwhitelight]

(Before Willow walked out of the room I mouthed the words "Thanks" to her and nestled Angelina in my arms, making shh-shh sounds hoping it would calm her a bit, the crying had worked her into a tad of a frenzy, which was normal and perfectly allowed but I didn't think she wanted to feel that out of control for so long.)

[wannabe_slayer]

I kissed him

"Thank you"

I leaned against him

"I didn't mean to ruin the mood"

I pulled away from Leo..there was that pain again...then all of the sudden I am thrown back against the hutch busting the door. I let out a scream and grab my head.

Tears streak my cheeks the pain so intense. The visions running through my head I call them out as I see them.

"A blond...like almost radioactive in color...a angry looking chick with blue hair and a brunette..they need us..or rather they are about to kill each other...wait I see another one...a black guy.."

I watch a moment longer now in Leo's arms

"Oh god the blond and the brunette...they look like they are about to kill each other..."

[itsmrwhitelight]

(Before she even finishes her describing her vision, I knew. Angel and Spike, Illyria, and Gunn. I had left them somewhere, away and safe. But now it was too much, they needed to be put back in the game.)

"All right, it's going to be ok, easy now. Breathe deeply. That's it. Good girl. Willow (I call out to her becasue we've tested the I can't really heal her theory.) Can you come in here a sec?"

(I continue to hold Angelina, and whisper to her trying to ease the agony she is in.)

[yammerer_willow]

I run into the room

"What? What happened?"

Caitlen was behind me and she knelt beside Angelina

"What happened Angie?" Caitlen asked

"Cait..I am ok..its just another thing that I have been chosen to do...this one is less dangerous" Angelina said trying not to cry

I knelt down and ran my hand down her arm

"Sweetie, will you really be ok" I asked and she nodded..I think for the benefit of Caitlen

[angelbuffy]

Willow went in the other room. I didn't think that was the best place for me to go. The girl had some serious slayer issues. Or maybe they were Buffy issues. I'm not so sure. All I know was that If I had ended up going in there, she would ask me questions that I would not be able to answer, and try to give her white lies. I had a feeling she was smarter than that. I thought it in the best interest of me to not. go. there. Willow was always better at explaining things anyway

[yammerer_willow]

I look to her then down to the floor where Angelina lay in Leo's arms Caitlen to the side of them

"You should maybe go get Piper and Wesley"

I point in the direction of the sun room