it's humble pie time, a la mode.
Finally met CalArtian xvshanissa and the other school LD gang.
Minorly intimidating.
Just, minorly.
*ahem*
........Choke.....
Now for further embarrassment, I have to show my portfolio to them tomorrow.
(if you didn't know, I had my portfolio and all materials destroyed in 2002- thank you Newark Parks Council for denying my insurance claim)
After that was a series of blown off years when I should have documented corporate events I lit for various people (like Bentley Meeker, and Frost, and Travis Bass) but figured, "hey, I am not really the one to claim this, as it's through a Company, right?"
Yeah, I get the idiots award.
I mean, can I lay claim to this since I designed the ceiling gobo and sent it into Apollo myself?? I mean, it's not a big deal ... it's a company logo "smattered" in various sizes on a template, right?
What about other events (yeah, like dumb batmitzva and stuff?), if I was doing then via a company, do I really have the right to call them "my design"?
Not that I ever bothered to document them anyway...
Whatever... I think I'll just bring some stuff and let the "upper classmen" and 2md/3rd years just snicker at my crap.
(yeah, and the BFA's too...)
shudder
I need my dread hair fall for tomorrow. It might help me to have something tied to my head causing pain all day as a distraction to my shame.
Minorly intimidating.
Just, minorly.
*ahem*
........Choke.....
Now for further embarrassment, I have to show my portfolio to them tomorrow.
(if you didn't know, I had my portfolio and all materials destroyed in 2002- thank you Newark Parks Council for denying my insurance claim)
After that was a series of blown off years when I should have documented corporate events I lit for various people (like Bentley Meeker, and Frost, and Travis Bass) but figured, "hey, I am not really the one to claim this, as it's through a Company, right?"
Yeah, I get the idiots award.
I mean, can I lay claim to this since I designed the ceiling gobo and sent it into Apollo myself?? I mean, it's not a big deal ... it's a company logo "smattered" in various sizes on a template, right?
What about other events (yeah, like dumb batmitzva and stuff?), if I was doing then via a company, do I really have the right to call them "my design"?
Not that I ever bothered to document them anyway...
Whatever... I think I'll just bring some stuff and let the "upper classmen" and 2md/3rd years just snicker at my crap.
(yeah, and the BFA's too...)
shudder
I need my dread hair fall for tomorrow. It might help me to have something tied to my head causing pain all day as a distraction to my shame.