Here's a little piece of me

Jan 29, 2009 23:02

I use this journal to share with you my secrets.
Many of these posts are done in a way where no one but me can understand what I am saying.
It's just a bunch of emotions spread upon on a white piece of paper .
Emotions filled with happiness, sadness, anger, depression, and any other emotion you can think of.

This journal is not something i would share with friends or family. This journal is for me and for my eyes only.
Some stuff can be read by others, but many of my written posts cannot. Even if anyone had read them, they would never know what they exactly mean. They can possibll mean anything. We can analyze as much as we want, but we never can find the "right" answer to what the author was thinking about. Our goal is to not think what the author was thinking about, which is really hard to do. In order for us to understand his/her writing would it not make sense to know what the author was thinking about. Our goal is to trace the year around the author was writing and to match up what kind of literary devives were used during that year and to also match up his thoughts about thouse yearly events and how he/she may have brought them forth into their writting.

In this specific piece of writing this cannot be established. Everything taken from these posts are done through real life events. There are many refrences to past life and wishful thinking, i guess we can place that in the U-topian Ideology. Where i wish i lived in a perfect world. Or somehow a fantasy world where something seems too surreal to be true.

These posts can also identify and intertexuality between a past event within another past event and so on, something like a frame story. It's more of a realist piece of work, rather then a supernatural kind of writing. It may have supernatural ideas, but all the events placed in this journal are true and are things about myself that are kept close to my heart. Or once did.

To end this post I would like to write a little piece of me .

Little Piece of me
If im great or tall
If im long or short
If im big or skinny
Why do these things matter
what really matters is who i am and what i am inside
How do i look inside
I know i have organs, bones, blood, cells...
But whats beyond what we see and know whats inside of me
Who am I and what emotions do i have
What kind of person am i
How does my heart function around family and friends , the people i love
This is how you understand me
You dont understand me through the outside
But through the inside
I am Me
Here is a little piece of me .

You can analyze it all you want, but you will never know what I really meant by this piece. This can be many mixed emotions ... I, myself don;t even know what this piece is suppose to mean.
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