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Oct 07, 2008 02:12

Many may wonder, Why is it necessary to keep a live journal.
I've held on to this thing, so i have some where i can express my feelings to and my anger too. Once i write it in this little box... i soon feel much better and relaxed. I may sound crazy, but it works!

I wonder why i worry so much, when i know everything is alright.
I wonder why i second guess myself, when i know everything is alright.
I wonder why ... my trust for others is less when i know ...that everything is not right.

It could be my personality, however, i know that having people stab you in your back a billion times...or have someone do something you never thought they would, has a lot to do in order to lower someone's trust level, like mine.

I feel sad sometimes ...  however, once i find that i've talked about it...or I have finally trust the situation... i am no longer sad.

Everything seems perfect, but is it really perfect?
Should i second guess everything i have seen and saw?

it could be the most minor thing... however, i still think a little message hear and there... can help me stay at ease...

There's no excuse for anything, that's what i have learned... so one excuse now, leads to a bunch of lies.
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