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Its finallly summer, it's been awhile since i have written a post . I thought today before work would be a good idea to possibly post something.
Don't you wish you could satisfy everyone and made sure everyone was happy? Is this even posssible. No matter how hard you try, you can never make everyone happy. One little mistake, it ends up in a problem A problem where you know you have to deal with it, but actually all you really want to do is turn a cold shoulder and walk away, however you can't, because that will not solve any of your problmes. In fact it would just make it worse. Worse for you and for the other.
Sometimes i wish you can turn around and walk into the past and meet everyone you miss ... I wish i could bring them back and see how life would be like if they were still present . These people, are friends i have lost during the years ... either they have passed away, or moved away, or have gone out of town for school. I miss them dearly and have trouble losing people who have entered and then out of my life.
Some i still talk to , however its over the interent where it does not help, it only makes you want to see them more...all you have is the memory of the past and you find yourself walking back to it, because that is the last memory you had.
I can not complain about my life right now, It's wonderful, i would not change anything about it. The only thing i would add is the friends i have lost as well as the family members I have lost. However, new people have entered my life and i love them a lot. They may leave... however, life goes on and i continue to meet and lose people .
Life... is difficult, however if you can grab it and try to proceed ..you will survive, everyone must hold on much longer to see the end results . Once you survived it, you will be glad to see what you've been uring to see.