[Hai thar kids. this is the very image of boiling, surging RAGE. flames lick logic and kick it to the curb.
the pot's gonna boil over soon and fall on the flames. but the liquid isn't water -- it's oil.]
I hate him. So.... much. I want. To. Kill him.
[shudders and can't think straight and THAT BASTARD
insert frustrated, ragey sounds here]
I seriously want to kill him.
I've never felt that way about anybody. Like anyone, I've fantasized it, but... damn it all to fucking hell. And of course, the only one I would intimately love to see die is in another world. Yes, you can color me insane. I don't care.
It was simple dislike at first. Bastard, dick, bat shit crazy, no remorse, murderer, causes his sister so much damn pain, and torturer of ukes, specifically Chrno. It took just one thing to throw it over the edge. That thing happened. And pushed. Hello ground.
Joshua Christopher. I'm gonna wish I could kill that bastard. But I'm not strong enough. Even if I had awesome shounen hero powers, I'd be wasted and killed mercilessly. UGH.
I'm so fucking mad, I've got tears of flaming wrath and I can hardly come up with a coherent thought. It's a little better now, but--!
[deep breath]
I'm not sure if I'd be able to control myself if I ever saw the horrible son of a bitch. Maybe survival instinct and impossible, helpless fear would still my hand, but certainly definitely not my tongue.
Chrno can't do anything. Not yet, anyway. Not even Rosette can do anything. And I bet if Joshua Christopher felt like it, he'd take down Aion. Or at least close.
I know the Doctor said that no one deserves to die. And I believed that as well as I could. But dammit this fucking-- I would be so happy to see him die. Even if it made Rosette impossibly sad. And I'd be happy to do it myself. But I can't. So I can only hope that Chrno succeeds.
And even his face. And he can whip out a gun and point it at an unarmed person so easily. Like life is worth jack-shit to that damned creep.
It's a good thing I pronounce Joshua's name ya-shu-wa, just as they do canonly. Joshua of TWEWY is nothing like him. He's just manipulative and prickly. And other things, but I won't go on about 'im. I like 'im. (Josh's legal name is Yashiya.)
That fucking bastard is the only one I'd be scared of and want to kill in the City. I'd have those eyes. The pissed-as-all-fuck and I-aint-goin-down-bastard and "You'll get yours and I'll see to that" kind with flames and determination and a bit of fear. Then if he hurt me -- that would be a lot of fear. The fright would go out of my eyes and into my body as a tremor passed through. And my eyes would still be glaring.
The Edward Elric kind of eyes. Allen. Luffy. The eyes that say You'll have Hell to pay and I'm stronger than that. And You'll regret fucking with me.
And that does it. Tomorrow, after my dad gets home from work, I'm paying for this account. Six months sounds good. I don't have a FURY icon.
That icon would be either this:
Or Ciel's pure rage when Elizabeth broke the Phantomhive ring.
This is real wrath. I take it seriously. It's not normal, I know. I'm not normal. I'm damn proud.