Jul 11, 2005 20:13
So besides being around different surroundings.. I'm around new people. The funny thing is that I'm in the 3rd week of working at my new job. Last week one of the girls that I work with was asking about my personal life, and she asked if I was married. I said no too fast... and she was like.. umm, ok.. sorry. But she says that she has two.. then was like.. well.. three friends that are single and are always asking her if she knows any single girls.. So here she is basically explaining this one guy to me and mentions that he works as an officer on a college campus... and i'm laughing at this on the inside thinking that I have this luck with security guards. Anyway.. I didn't say anything to lead her to think that I'd wanna try.. but it's kinda cool to know that people would want to hook me up with their friends...
And then today... there's this older woman that works security at the front of my building on monday's only. When I was leaving she called me over to her.. and asked me if I had a boyfriend. I don't, so I said no. And her next question to me is would I want one? ... I wasn't sure what her motive was, so I said no.. and to think about it.. I kinda don't... but it would be nice to not be lonely.. Anyway, I figure that if it's meant to happen, it will... and I've just gotta do what I need to do and get my life in order and all that jazz before I think of getting really serious with a guy. ANYWAY... She proceeds to tell me about how the cleaning lady mentioned to her that she would like me for her son. I hafta admit that it was kinda neat to hear something like that. It's a jolt to the 'ol self esteem... to realize that there may be something out there for me afterall. It's just too bad that the one's that I'm interested in are not exactly interested in me the way I am interested in them.... *sigh* Alright... I guess it's just back to the drawing board.. lol.. B-)