stoopid car...

[roxymor21]

So I had Monday off.. as a County worker that's one of the perks of having 12 holidays during the year that are paid holiday off. Tueday I think I had an anxiety attack... I was all nervous.. and felt like if I was gonna throw up or something, but I took a couple of breaths and felt ok after that. I figured out another part of my job and felt a little better. I think it was more that I felt overwhelmed and didn't know if i was gonna make it at this job or not. Then today I woke up.. went by my bosses house b/c I borrowed her key card to get into the parking lot. So I was gonna go get some gas after that, which I did.. but. when I went to start my car, it was on until I went to start/ crank the engine and it would go dead. All there was was a slight clicking noise. I knew it wasn't going to start so I called my family... since I wasn't that far away... They were still in bed, so it took a little while for them to get there. I knew it would, so I called the appropriate people at my job and told them that i might be like 30 mins late at the most. I only ended up being 15 mins late... but yeah.. i've never had a job that I feel this mentally exhausting. It's not even 10pm yet, and I'm getting ready to go to bed after that. *Grr* I can't help it.. I haven't even been able to get logged onto my phone sex job that frequently either. Anyway.. I think this is all my hands can manage.
More another time!