so i think im doing better ( Read more... )

i would really like things to go back to how they were a long time ago ( Read more... )

so i've been thinking about a lot of shit lately. like everything. i hold onto things to easily. and i shouldn't. i've been really depressed lately and havent wanted to do anything. i dont talk to my parents much anymore. my dad thinks i hate him (which i dont know if i do but i never say i love you to my parents, ever). i tend only to say i love ( Read more... )

you say you do drugs so you wont break my heart.
so why date?
why be this way?
you fucked up your chances.
there are no more.
you lied and lied and only told me lies.
your getting yourself no where.
you've hurt me with everything you possibly could.
you've fucked me up.
when you said you would never, [never], break my heart ( Read more... )

i have a broken heart that cannot be fixed ( Read more... )

---------------PAST 24 HOURS ( Read more... )

i need a fucking break.
now.

so um lately ive been sitting around doing nothing, talking to know one ( Read more... )

so um...
forget what i said in the last update.
its not over and never was.
it was really hard but i was confused and not sure of things.
i love him ( Read more... )

this is the end.
im never doing that again.
i cant possibly go through with this.
it was the hardest thing ive ever done.

Ever.
i miss you