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Nov 23, 2005 04:51

20 years ago I...
1. was 1
2. was probably learning to talk/walk
3. was shitting myself daily

10 years ago I...
1. was 11
2. started having an ED
3. started drinking/smoking/doing drugs (mainly acid)

5 years ago I...
1. was 16 and a junior in high school
2. was anorexic
3. cut myself and took pain pills EVERY DAMN DAY

3 years ago I...
1. graduated from high school (5/02)
2.lost 32 pounds in two months thanks to a shitty meth addiction
3. Stopped talking to my family/became adrug dealer/lived with a drug dealer/ our house got raided twice/managed to never get arrested or a record

2 years ago I...
1. was an alcoholic
2. lost everything (including my sanity)
3. went to the "hospital" (rehab/psych)

Last Year I...
1. was content
2. was a rock climbing guide in w. virginia
3. lived in a tent for six months

So far this year I've...
1. changed my career plans
2. done drugs i had not planned on doing again
3. met lots of awesome people while losing faith in humanity

Yesterday I...
1. went to class
2 went to punk night. drank and put drugs in my nose. wasted.
3. fell asleep next to an awesome guy

Today I...
1. took griffyn to the dog park
2. did laundry anbd packed for my trip
3. made out with dagan (that time of the month so no fun tonight...grrrr.)

Tomorrow I will...
1. drive to illinois to see my family
2. not get any sleep tonight because i have to get up so damn early
3. have a wonderful time

In the next year I will...
1. get my shit together
2. go to amsterdam (the end of march-got my plane ticket woohoo!)
3. save some money for the first time in my life
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