Aug 14, 2004 15:29
if you think im a bitch
you should meet my mom
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Why are parents so fucking stupid! I hate my mom. I dont think ive ever loathed someone as much as I do her. FUCK! Stupid retarted bitch!! Lets start with last night, stupif fucking bitch tells me that once school starts, the going out stops. Im like "excuse me?!" so of course I get the whole "are you using a tone with me/dont use that tone with me" bullshit! Psychotic Bitch. Anyways, so, basically, as of september 7, 2004 life as i know it ceases to exist. (well even life as i knew it has ceased to exist..but its gona be worse)
New Gay Rules:
No going out, at all, ever, on a school night
no phone or computer unless entirely 110% school/homework related
shes gona be screening my fucking calls
checking all work/tests/bullshit
shes taking my bank account from me
and a whole bunch of other crap i wasnt really listening to...
THEN! today, I tell her that I was gona sleep at mels because 2morrows the only day I dont have to wake up early and go somewhere, and Mel said sleep over bla bla bla, and she says no! I was like WHAT?! and shes like youre not allowed to sleep over anywhere...so im like EVER?! and shes like yup with her stupid fucking gay little smile thinking shes so fucking great...well i hope she takes it and shoves it up her ass!! (i know it doesnt make sence, fuck you!)
Now, I just want to say THANKS to fucking Anthony! i hope youre happy, and having a wonderfully fantastic time...as much as I said i dont regret anything, because whats the use, bla bla bla you've all heard my speech...well, guess what, I take it all back, i totally and 110% regret it because thanks to you ive completely put myself into a huge hole that I will never escape from because really my mothers a stupid fat psychotic bitch who never EVER lets things go. i mean for got sakes she still holds the $20 Chris took from her when we were like 10 that I took the blame for against me anytime her stupid ass misplaces or loses something! like fuck off!!
AND NOWWWWW she tells me to help her put my aunts bags in the car, fuck you! Help you yea i end up doing it myself because its harder trying to carry them with you...your fat ass just gets in my way!! and if i can carry them myself you can too you dumb bitch, or are your fucked up diet pills affecting your strength...well you will take stupid diet supplements and crap! they are stupid and so are you..a stupid stupid stupid bitch! and i hate you! and id say other things but id probably regret it later if what i said happened to come true so i will just keep my mouth shut!
where is miguel! surprisingly my mom trusts him (wierd) but fuck!! i need him to get his ass back from jordans and come save me! its funny how she would let me go to sauble beach for the weekend with him and jordan and miguels family...but she wont let me sleep at mels tonigh...yea THAT makes sence!! RETARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whos that fucked up...maybe its the other fucking pills you take...yea i know about them...so stop trying to act all perfect...all innocent..and all that crap!! BULLSHIT! just because you were a loser all your life...
whatever *deep breath*