Actions speak louder than words
Man, what a roller coaster my mind has been like this weekend. It's been such a low key weekend that i have just had time and time to sit and ponder about everything.
..Last night my good friend came over a little after midnight cause her and her b/f just broke up, I was so happy to be there for her to talk too, and cry to and just get all her emotions out. It makes me feel good when i know i am there for someone, i feel so bad for her. Breakups are the worst thing EVER! This morning we were laying in bed just talking, and since she's going through all this stuff it totally brought EVERYTHING back to my memory of how things crumbled with my first love. Ugh, this burning pain in my stomach has gone down a little bit- but it still hurts. Plus to make it worse i saw pictures of him online today where he looked totally good...i'm not going to set myself up for stuff like that, even though i want to see them the after shock of it all, does't feel good...AT ALL. So today was sort of an "off" day unfortunatley. I was doing good up until a few things happened over the past few days.
...I was recently really suprised by someone & something that they did. I'm not going to get into details but lets just say i'm dissapointed and feel like i've lost a friend....it was the last straw. I'm not going to surround myself with people who bring me down, or people who make me think "can i trust you" there is no need to have that question sitting in your mind- especially in a friendship. Oh-well...i'm over it. (sort of) Mostly just dissapointed and SHOCKED because of something so little that could really show how someone really is inside.
Like i said...actions speak louder than words. That's for dam sure. Although the truth hurts like a bitch.
ANYWHO...on a lighter note...Seahawks are going to win tomorrow and i'm SO excited for the game and going to a fun Super Bowl party. YAY...I need some fun in my life.
..Last night my good friend came over a little after midnight cause her and her b/f just broke up, I was so happy to be there for her to talk too, and cry to and just get all her emotions out. It makes me feel good when i know i am there for someone, i feel so bad for her. Breakups are the worst thing EVER! This morning we were laying in bed just talking, and since she's going through all this stuff it totally brought EVERYTHING back to my memory of how things crumbled with my first love. Ugh, this burning pain in my stomach has gone down a little bit- but it still hurts. Plus to make it worse i saw pictures of him online today where he looked totally good...i'm not going to set myself up for stuff like that, even though i want to see them the after shock of it all, does't feel good...AT ALL. So today was sort of an "off" day unfortunatley. I was doing good up until a few things happened over the past few days.
...I was recently really suprised by someone & something that they did. I'm not going to get into details but lets just say i'm dissapointed and feel like i've lost a friend....it was the last straw. I'm not going to surround myself with people who bring me down, or people who make me think "can i trust you" there is no need to have that question sitting in your mind- especially in a friendship. Oh-well...i'm over it. (sort of) Mostly just dissapointed and SHOCKED because of something so little that could really show how someone really is inside.
Like i said...actions speak louder than words. That's for dam sure. Although the truth hurts like a bitch.
ANYWHO...on a lighter note...Seahawks are going to win tomorrow and i'm SO excited for the game and going to a fun Super Bowl party. YAY...I need some fun in my life.