i want to comfort you, but i can't

[roxisme]

I know should'nt care about your pain
you never cared about mine

I heard about what happened to you recently

I should hate you
I know youre suffering right now
and altough I should'nt care about how youre doing, I do

I care a lot

I want to call you and tell you i'll give you whatever you need me to
I want to make everything in your life better
but you would'nt want to hear from me anyway

we havnt talked in a few months for a reason

so instead, i wont even let you know i heard about your loss
i'll just keep asking your friends how you're doing
they say you're blocking it all out
like you're fine, but i know youre not

and i'll keep hurting enough for the both of us so you can be alright
and i'll hope you will get through this and be ok
and you will never know

you will never know