Jan 14, 2005 14:27
im going to california to visit family for a few days. im going with my
brother and mom. its going to be me and a bunch of old people cramed
into a little house, in a small crappy town. its going to be
really sucky and boring. i dont have to go, its my choice. i
might as well go, atleast now i can see what its like to be all alone
with no friends and completly drepressed, in a different state. i
need my own life, but i cant ssem to find one. maybe i should get some
more friends first, but its hard for me. maybe i should get some
self-esteem first. thats probably the whole problem.
well, bye.
not that anyone will notice im gone
wow, im a stupid ,sad, complainy face. i suck