Lonely?
I feel so lonely......... I have for the past 5 years since I moved here. I miss my friends and doing things with them. Life was good down there. Everyone knew each other. Hanging with my friends, going out and having fun, just being myself. I miss it so much. People arent the same up here. In the past 5 years I can honestly say I have not visited more then 3 friends...... I just cant make friends all that easy. It's hard for me being with my partner. He is older then me and done everything that I still want to do. I cant do it with him though because he isn't into it now. I want to go clubbing and have fun, but thats not an option.
I miss my friends so much I envy them still living down there, it's a place of happiness and fun.
I want to be back there, but i want to be with him still. My life is so lonely and I dont know how long I can stay lonely for :(