Am i playing with fire?
Okay So i had a recent post telling you about my neighbour that I have found and started chatting with. today we have been chatting for a couple of hours and things are going really well. chatting, laughing, sharing photos.........
He seems a nice guy. I seem to feel something for him. But my situation is I have a partner of almost 5 years...... we dont get along very well but i do love him, although im not sure if im in love with him. Sometimes I love and adore him and then other times i have negative thoughts towards him. he has hurt be very badly in the past, I think that has something to do with the bad things i think about him sometimes.
I want to go visit this other guy sometime but im thinking there will be alot of sex involved. he told me he likes sex, and I wont be able to help myself seeing as i'm attracted to him and everything. Well atlest i think I am............. Does this make me a dirty whore?? a skank? a slut? I dont know....
Maybe I could just flirt with him and have a bit of fun? i dont know.
Help me out here