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This has been an incredibly hard week, but at least I know for sure now that my Grandmom is ok. I even talked to her tonight and she sounds like her normal self. I asked her how the helicopter ride was and she said she hated it, but at least she could brag about it to her friends. Even though she's ok, for the rest of my life I will probably have bad associations with the DPC patio and helicopters. Guess that can't be helped though.
I leave for Berlin on Monday (or Montag as the Germans and maybe Gina like to say). I have so much to do before then that I can't even be excited about it yet. And it's weird, this trip is a graduation gift to myself, and I can pay for it, but I still feel guilty for spending that much money on myself, and to top it off I purchased a new macbook this morning, because well...this computer runs perfectly fine EXCEPT whenever I have something important to do. I hate that all of my stuff is breaking and wearing out all at the same time, plus the end of senior year is expensive anyway. I think I am going to make myself a budget and get one of those thingies for my computer that helps me keep track of what I spend.
After Germany I am flying to Riga and then after that I am going to St. Petersburg and then Moscow and staying with a friend's family for a week. This is exciting times, but it still hasn't occurred to me to stop being stressed and get excited about it. I hope the excitement kicks in soon.
And I am officially a St. Mary's alum and that only just occurred to me. It seems like me and reality aren't meshing so well right now.
Now time to look up my grades on SmatNet for one last time, even though I already know what they are.
I leave for Berlin on Monday (or Montag as the Germans and maybe Gina like to say). I have so much to do before then that I can't even be excited about it yet. And it's weird, this trip is a graduation gift to myself, and I can pay for it, but I still feel guilty for spending that much money on myself, and to top it off I purchased a new macbook this morning, because well...this computer runs perfectly fine EXCEPT whenever I have something important to do. I hate that all of my stuff is breaking and wearing out all at the same time, plus the end of senior year is expensive anyway. I think I am going to make myself a budget and get one of those thingies for my computer that helps me keep track of what I spend.
After Germany I am flying to Riga and then after that I am going to St. Petersburg and then Moscow and staying with a friend's family for a week. This is exciting times, but it still hasn't occurred to me to stop being stressed and get excited about it. I hope the excitement kicks in soon.
And I am officially a St. Mary's alum and that only just occurred to me. It seems like me and reality aren't meshing so well right now.
Now time to look up my grades on SmatNet for one last time, even though I already know what they are.