bLEHNESS

Nov 18, 2016 18:13

A lot of the time I worry that I will never be good enough. I got some feed back on my pre-visualization from my Professor for the short film I am directing for Screen Directing class. He had some critique for the post and pre scenes that we were required to add to our short film. I can take critique, his comments were true and I know that fixing these issues will make for a better final project. I just wish that I had gotten it right the first time. He did really like my idea for what was actually going on in the scene (my scene is very ambitious which is why I liked it actually). But I guess sometimes I have trouble showing it visually in the best possible way. I hope that these things will come along with practice and by watching others, but what if it doesn't? What if I never get good at it and I stay mediocre my entire life?
In the actual class time we went through all of the groups and talked about their plans for shooting and what they are going to discuss with their actors. Based off of the email that I had received from my professor with some things he wanted me to change, I had been only for a few hours thinking of changes that I would make to better highlight what he wanted me to include. Most people were really helpful giving me more ideas, expanding on my ideas, I am incorporating a lot of what people said into what I have decided to do (I film on Tuesday, so I have to make decisions fast). But there was a one girl who was just like "you should do (insert my idea) because that's boring" wow, way to be constructive and not at all hurtful. I have had issues with this girl in the past. I hope that she doesn't realize how rude she can be, cause if not than she isn't kind of a bitch like I thought, she is a full blown bitch.
Seriously if you are just going to say someone's idea sucks, at least be able to back it up and make useful suggestions to make it better. bleh.
But what if she is right, what if all of my ideas are boring.
I think I am still trying to find my place.
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