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Well ive been at my dads since friday. ive only seen him yesterday mourning for like no lie, not even five minutes, maybe two. i love my daddy so much. im worried about him. i wish him and my stepmom would stop acting so damn childish and just get back together. either get back together, or get a fucking divorce. because this separation shit is fucking confusing. everytime i think about it, i just start crying. they have been together since i was in 4th grade. thats like 8 years. and now they're goin to break up because she wants to ahve a baby, and my dad doesnt? how freaking retarded, if you ask me. regardless, she is much younger than my dad. shes like 26/27. and my dad is 41, with 3 kids. of course he doesnt want another fucking kid.
i am never getting married. because there is no way i will put my kids through everything ive been through.
this will be the 6th divorce i will go through. i think that might be record? i cant even imagine my dad with anyone else. i dont want him to be with anyone else. i love my stepmom. right now shes in texas visiting her family. she doesnt live with us anymore.ugh whatever i hate talking about this.
anyways.. today is 4 months for me and thomas. he burned me a cd with all these love songs on it.. country, a few rap, and mostly punk stuff. its so cute.
well everyone have a grand day. im off to work again at 4. woohoo
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its funny how things work out the ones we need dont know we're there
if i were sand and you were oceans the moon would be why you're puled to me
i wake up and think dreams are real
i sleep do i dont have to feel
the truth that you cant ever bethe one person that wont ever forget me
i am never getting married. because there is no way i will put my kids through everything ive been through.
this will be the 6th divorce i will go through. i think that might be record? i cant even imagine my dad with anyone else. i dont want him to be with anyone else. i love my stepmom. right now shes in texas visiting her family. she doesnt live with us anymore.ugh whatever i hate talking about this.
anyways.. today is 4 months for me and thomas. he burned me a cd with all these love songs on it.. country, a few rap, and mostly punk stuff. its so cute.
well everyone have a grand day. im off to work again at 4. woohoo
<333
its funny how things work out the ones we need dont know we're there
if i were sand and you were oceans the moon would be why you're puled to me
i wake up and think dreams are real
i sleep do i dont have to feel
the truth that you cant ever bethe one person that wont ever forget me