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man ive had this thing for such a long time
well for one im so fucking sick of people that dont accept me for who i am. and im not talking about people you just come into contact with, im talking about my friends. im really sick of feeling like some people look at me as different and look down on me because it, just because i talk different or do things differently. ive finally figuered out the perfect place that i want to move to eventually. that tis big bear. big bear is like the small town cabiny kinda place that i really like, but at the same time there is alot of shit to do, and its still in vicinity to san diego. and then on top of that i can have my snowboarding and i can have my cold weather, and then i can have my peaceful town that ive always wanted. unless its like that one movie out cold haha. good movie.
living on my own is pretty sweet and i should probobly make this part of my journal private, BUT, im really sick of having to bow down to what ever people say just so that i dont get kicked out- IN ADDITION, this situation doesnt even make sense to me considering that me and these PEOPLE are both adults and shouldnt involve our parents of this. im so ready to just break away from my parents and live my life. im sick of these stupid threads that keep us there and their stupid issues of approval.
in my case, my parents were done raising me at age 16. im pretty happy with what theyve made of me considering all the shit my family's went through, and i wish they could see that. there is no potential for fucking up in me and thats a fact. its not in me to fuck up.
i hate having crushes.
well i think i just posted this because im starting to get really annoyed at people who talk down to me or look at me in a condescending way. i cant wait til i go back to virginia, the people over there are actually human and dont waste their fucking time on stupid materialistic shit and they dont put themselves in front of everyone else and they arent wastefull pieces of shit like san diegans are. sweet deal. plus, i miss my family and my home. its so peaceful and loving and warm back there compared to california.
well for one im so fucking sick of people that dont accept me for who i am. and im not talking about people you just come into contact with, im talking about my friends. im really sick of feeling like some people look at me as different and look down on me because it, just because i talk different or do things differently. ive finally figuered out the perfect place that i want to move to eventually. that tis big bear. big bear is like the small town cabiny kinda place that i really like, but at the same time there is alot of shit to do, and its still in vicinity to san diego. and then on top of that i can have my snowboarding and i can have my cold weather, and then i can have my peaceful town that ive always wanted. unless its like that one movie out cold haha. good movie.
living on my own is pretty sweet and i should probobly make this part of my journal private, BUT, im really sick of having to bow down to what ever people say just so that i dont get kicked out- IN ADDITION, this situation doesnt even make sense to me considering that me and these PEOPLE are both adults and shouldnt involve our parents of this. im so ready to just break away from my parents and live my life. im sick of these stupid threads that keep us there and their stupid issues of approval.
in my case, my parents were done raising me at age 16. im pretty happy with what theyve made of me considering all the shit my family's went through, and i wish they could see that. there is no potential for fucking up in me and thats a fact. its not in me to fuck up.
i hate having crushes.
well i think i just posted this because im starting to get really annoyed at people who talk down to me or look at me in a condescending way. i cant wait til i go back to virginia, the people over there are actually human and dont waste their fucking time on stupid materialistic shit and they dont put themselves in front of everyone else and they arent wastefull pieces of shit like san diegans are. sweet deal. plus, i miss my family and my home. its so peaceful and loving and warm back there compared to california.