Unbearable:
Have you ever just stayed awake all night long thinking about how your life used to be fun and exciting, and you had a lot of good times and a lot of friends.
I did that the other night, and now I feel kind of old.
I've alway been an 'old soul' but now the reality has dawned on me. I realized that I was alway hanging out with people a lot younger than me because they didn't have a million responsibilities and they could go out and explore life.
Now I'm older and the youth doesn't want to hang out with me anymore, and all of my friends have responsibilities and duties. They have children and jobs and mortgages. I have bills, but nothing else.
I feel run down and useless most of the time. I hardly ever leave my house anymore. I hate the outside world, and if I could/I had the money, I would move somewhere far far away from it all.
I did that the other night, and now I feel kind of old.
I've alway been an 'old soul' but now the reality has dawned on me. I realized that I was alway hanging out with people a lot younger than me because they didn't have a million responsibilities and they could go out and explore life.
Now I'm older and the youth doesn't want to hang out with me anymore, and all of my friends have responsibilities and duties. They have children and jobs and mortgages. I have bills, but nothing else.
I feel run down and useless most of the time. I hardly ever leave my house anymore. I hate the outside world, and if I could/I had the money, I would move somewhere far far away from it all.