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I"m alive! Well last night I came close to dying, but I think everyone has those nights. Especially when one hasn't consumed you-know-what in two months and one is drinking with carly (a.k.a. boozehound from san diego = whale's vagina for all of you out of the loop)... Anyway, I think I"m pretty much fully recovered but what a night it was. And morning. Eesh.
So I've been back here for almost 2 weeks. Crazy. Got my grades. Shitty. Spent time with long-lost friends. Incredible. Constantly on edge about seeing a certain someone. Frustrating. Reunited with my Misty-Kitty who is currently squeaking everytime she breathes. Adorable.
There are the good things and the bad things about being here. A good thing that might seem like a bad thing: I really miss Virginia. It's good that I've found someone outside the bubble that is Eugene that I can call "home". But it's also kind of scary/strange. But what are you going to do.
Just putting this out there.. I'm really hoping for a new year's smooch. Nothing against last year's with Carly and Tara, but one with a fellow would be great. Kinda sounds shallow and juvenile, but a girl can dream. There is one person I would like to do so with, but who is currently across the country. And who doesn't want to have anything serious. Do I? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Eesh. What a pickle I have been in for way too long. Boys.
So I think I'm going to get back to my family now. The source of true unconditional love. In that sense, it is truly amazing to be back at my real home, after four freaking months across the country. There's something to be said for that.
So I've been back here for almost 2 weeks. Crazy. Got my grades. Shitty. Spent time with long-lost friends. Incredible. Constantly on edge about seeing a certain someone. Frustrating. Reunited with my Misty-Kitty who is currently squeaking everytime she breathes. Adorable.
There are the good things and the bad things about being here. A good thing that might seem like a bad thing: I really miss Virginia. It's good that I've found someone outside the bubble that is Eugene that I can call "home". But it's also kind of scary/strange. But what are you going to do.
Just putting this out there.. I'm really hoping for a new year's smooch. Nothing against last year's with Carly and Tara, but one with a fellow would be great. Kinda sounds shallow and juvenile, but a girl can dream. There is one person I would like to do so with, but who is currently across the country. And who doesn't want to have anything serious. Do I? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Eesh. What a pickle I have been in for way too long. Boys.
So I think I'm going to get back to my family now. The source of true unconditional love. In that sense, it is truly amazing to be back at my real home, after four freaking months across the country. There's something to be said for that.